Author: Darren

  • Version 9.0

    Welcome to Long Pauses 9.0. I’ve always added .0 to my version numbers out of some odd devotion to conventional, software-related naming conventions, but I suspect that this version might actually experience the occasional upgrade before the next full-blown redesign. Be on the lookout for 9.1.

    I had two main goals this time out. First, I wanted to return to the conventional blog format. As I said in my announcement of the last redesign, the widescreen format was an experiment — a usability study, really. And what I discovered was . . . it wasn’t as usable. I did like having my links grouped together, and it all worked perfectly well on large, widescreen displays, but the scrolling-right got old. Also, I got tired of having the main content pressed to the left side of the screen. One reason I haven’t posted much lately is because, for the first time in nearly five years, I got tired of looking at Long Pauses.

    Second, and more importantly, I wanted to stretch my CSS skills a bit. It’s not perfect yet, but I’m fairly proud of the coding here. The buttons and the rollovers (including the Song of the Moment) are all controlled by CSS. And it all works perfectly in Explorer for Windows, even when the browser’s text size is set to “largest.” The only design element that is negatively affected by IE is the transparency of the Song of the Moment image.

  • No Reservations

    I read a book last weekend. A 302-page book. I was standing in Borders on Friday night, waiting for Joanna to get a drink, and I picked up a book, read the first few pages, and decided to buy it. Then I went home and finished it in three or four sittings.

    In a minute I’ll have some words about the book itself, Anthony Bourdain’s Kitchen Confidential, but first I have to try to explain how strange it felt to stand in a bookstore and to feel absolutely no obligation to browse the fiction, drama, history, and literary criticism aisles. For the past seven or eight years, every trip to a book store has meant looking first for the titles I should read because my career and, perhaps, my identity (my sense of who I am/was) depended on it. In the final months leading up to my escape from academia I bought, began (with the very best intentions), and then discarded a whole stack of books, including Hardt and Negri’s Empire, Terry Eagleton’s After Theory, and Mark Kurlansky’s social history of 1968. I hope to finish them all eventually. I’ll certainly be a better-informed and more thoughtful critic and person for doing so. But it’s a relief to know I don’t have to read them or other books of their ilk, that I’ll never be tripped up in an interview or at a conference for revealing my ignorance of, I don’t know, late Foucault or something.

    My dissertation work was in an area that I do genuinely find fascinating. Even just yesterday I got together with some friends for a lunchtime chat about Good Night, and Good Luck, and I was stung for a moment by the slightest twinge of regret as I launched into a breathless rant about the socio-political climate of post-WWII America and the making of people like Roy Cohn and Joe McCarthy. I was enjoying myself, enjoying the unique pleasure of confident knowledge that comes from research and writing. I miss that.

    But abandoning the dissertation has also made possible new and forgotten pleasures. Like the simple pleasure of being able to indulge, without guilt, the full scope of my curiosity. Maybe it’s just the passing of another birthday last week — 34, the first one so far that has felt in any way old — or maybe it’s the lingering effects of another recent read, Philip Roth’s ode to Death, Everyman, but recently I’ve become more conscious of how I regiment the hours of my life. I’ll get home tonight between 5:30 and 6:00, which gives me five good hours to get the living done. I’ll want to eat dinner and spend as much time as possible with Joanna. I’ll probably go for a run or mow the lawn. Then, around 9:00, I’ll get to do something that allows me to be more fully and completely myself. I’ll play the piano for a bit or listen to some music or watch one of the William Wyler DVDs sitting on my coffee table. Or I’ll read.

    I think I’d like that to be my epitaph: “He indulged his curiosity, completely and without guilt.” I’ve been thinking about taking piano lessons again, for the first time in nearly 15 years, and I might sign up for a summer session French class. I’ve also been looking at this (I still have some birthday money to blow), and I’m checking around for introductory cooking classes.

    Which brings me, finally, to Kitchen Confidential . . .

    One of the few TV shows I try to watch each week is No Reservations, which is kind of like the old Jacques Cousteau series, except that, rather than voyages to the bottom of the sea, we instead join our host on a gastronomical tour of the world’s kitchens. Anthony Bourdain is the spitting image of John Cassavetes, right down to the NYC-born and -bred accent and attitude. That attitude, more than anything else, is the source of Bourdain’s charisma. He’s a fairly adventurous traveler and a reckless eater — the delight he takes in eating anything put before him wins him the instant camaraderie of every cook he meets, whether in a Paris bakery or a Moroccan hut — but he’s also sarcastic, foul-mouthed, unapologetic, and self-deprecating. He loves great food (and cigarettes and stiff drinks), and he hates bad food, and his enthusiasm is infectious.

    Bourdain got his Travel Channel gig on the strength and sales of Kitchen Confidential, his 2000 expose of the restaurant business. It’s actually as much a memoir as a behind-the-scenes tell-all. The back-jacket allusions to Hunter S. Thompson seem fair: Bourdain is more than a bit gonzo himself, and his writing is surprising enough and illuminating enough and funny enough to stand up to the comparison. He writes things like this (a snippet from a three-page tour of a cook’s anatomy):

    At the base of my right forefinger is an inch-and-a-half diagonal callus, yellowish-brown in color, where the heels of all the knives I’ve ever owned have rested, the skin softened by constant immersions in water. I’m proud of this one. It distinguishes me immediately as a cook, as someone who’s been on the job for a long time. You can feel it when you shake my hand, just as I feel it on others of my profession. It’s a secret sign, sort of a Masonic handshake without the silliness, a way that we in the life recognize one another, the thickness and roughness of that piece of flesh, a resume of sorts, telling others how long and how hard it’s been.

    That’s really nice writing. Even “in color,” a redundancy I’ve edited out of more than one technical paper over the years, works here, adding a short beat to the line before moving from the simple image of his callus to the clause that explains its significance. Bourdain, we learn in Kitchen Confidential, spent years as a struggling young cook, schlepping from kitchen to kitchen, earning and blowing more money than he deserved, indulging and, eventually, kicking a heroin addiction. He also went to private schools, including a year or two at Vassar, and spent childhood summers in France. That dichotomy is what makes his writing and his on-screen persona so engaging. He knows and loves “the life” and has the scars to prove it, but, without ever becoming detached or in any way condescending, he’s able to pull back just far enough to observe and describe a life that is so atypical — atypical, at least, to those of us who don’t work six or seven days a week, from the early morning hours straight through to, well, the even earlier morning hours.

    Two nights ago, Joanna and I went back to Borders. (A new one just opened two miles from our home — cause for great celebration in the Hughes household.) I picked up a couple more books from the cooking aisle: Bourdain’s followup, A Cook’s Tour, and The Tummy Trilogy, a collection of Calvin Trillin’s food writing.

    Anyone have a favorite food writer? Just curious.

  • I’ve Been Meme’d

    Girish tagged me:

    • I am, right now, enjoying my first quiet moment at this new job. Thirty-five minutes until my next meeting, so I better make the most of it.
    • I want to travel as much as possible. I want to wear out my passport and to ride trains and subways and buses and taxis in all of the great cities. I want to walk casually through museums and eat fantastic meals. And I want to do it all with good friends.
    • I wish I had more close friends in Knoxville.
    • I hate George W. Bush. I’m not just trying to be snarky here. Before his presidency I was a mostly unpolitical person. But after watching the Republicans run the Executive, Legislative, and a good chunk of the Judicial branches of the government for the last few years — in other words, after watching the Right recreate our government in its own grotesque image — I can barely choke down the bile.
    • I love hearing Joanna laugh, especially when we’re in different parts of the house.
    • I miss playing golf with my father-in-law. Like most guys on a golf course, we rarely talked about much other than the sad state of our game, but it meant a lot to me.
    • I fear late-night trips to the emergency room.
    • I hear Aretha Franklin. She’s singing “Dr. Feelgood” live at the Fillmore West.
    • I wonder what Long Pauses will look like five years from now. Twenty years? Sixty?
    • I regret never having had the opportunity to teach an upper-level film or literature course. I’d be good at it, I think. So far, this is my only regret about leaving academia.
    • I am not myself at large social gatherings. I’m never more awkward, unsocialized, and alone as when in a packed room, especially when it’s my responsibility to provoke small talk.
    • I dance badly, alone, in the basement, accompanied by really loud music. It’s one of my favorite stress-relievers. By the end of the summer, there’s a good chance I’ll also know how to waltz, cha-cha, and do a few other steps of “ballroom” dance. Consider this fair warning.
    • I sing badly, alone, in the basement, accompanied by really loud music. Also, I ocassionally sing at the piano or when strumming an acoustic guitar. I prefer that no one hears me doing any of this.
    • I cry quite often, actually. More than I used to, at least. And I think that’s a good thing.
    • I am not always listening to what you’re saying, even when I’m looking you directly in the eye and nodding my head in agreement. My mind tends to wander. Don’t take it personally.
    • I make with my hands, um, this is a tough one. I’m pretty good at replacing toilets and doing other minor plumbing projects. And I enjoy patching and painting walls. And I like to install light fixtures. Basic home repair — that’s what I make with my hands.
    • I write too seldom these days. It’s been nearly a year since I last wrote anything longer than 1,500 words or so, and I’m beginning to worry that the muscles have atrophied.
    • I confuse affect and effect. I’ve been taught the rules more times that I can count, but when I sit down to write I inevitably end up reaching for my dictionary. Or, as is more often the case, I bend over backwards to avoid using the damn words altogether.
    • I need to spend less time alone. Great books, films, music, and websites are no excuse for ignoring relationships.
    • I should eat better. Joanna and I eat out too much. And we’re lazy cooks. Also, I really like chips and dips and salsas and other salty, fatty snack foods. If I didn’t spend so much time on the treadmill I’d already be on cholesterol medicine. Damn you, genetics.
    • I start four times as many books as I finish.
    • I finish almost everything I begin. (Well, except books.) It’s one of my better qualities, I think.
    • I tag no one in particular.
  • London Trip 4

    We got back to Knoxville late Wednesday night, and for some reason I’m still feeling jet-lagged and out of sorts. Maybe it’s just the depression that sets in each time I return to the routine and responsibilities of “real life” after a great vacation. I came home with a couple hundred pictures and hope to get them sorted, cropped, labeled, and uploaded into Flickr by the end of the week. Until then, here’s a recap of our last five days.

    Friday, the 21st

    The pace of the week had started catching up with us by Friday, so after a late breakfast, we went back to our room, watched a little TV, washed some clothes, and napped.  We ran down the street for lunch and browsed the stores around Charing Cross and Oxford, but it was an otherwise uneventful afternoon.

    Around 4, we took the Tube to Clapham, a neighborhood a couple miles south of central London, where we met up with one of Joanna’s old friends. Andre’s parents lived next door to Joanna’s when she was in high school, and the two families have kept in touch over the years. We spent a really nice evening with him, his wife, and his brother. Andre and Katrina live in one of the tens of thousands of Victorian row houses that line the streets of London. Amazing ingenuity and foresight those Victorians had. High ceilings, beautiful moldings, solid construction — those houses still have a couple more centuries in them, I’d imagine.

    After a full week in London, we both really enjoyed the company as well. It was nice to spend an evening with friends, sharing a bottle of wine over a home-cooked meal.

    Saturday, the 22nd

    On Saturday morning we headed to Charing Cross Station, where we caught a train to Rye. Andre’s mother lives in The Ancient Town of Winchelsea in East Sussex, 50 miles south of London, and she’d graciously invited us to spend a day with her there. Before heading to her home, Francoise showed us around Rye. We visited the Lamb House, where Henry James lived, and we walked through its gardens. We ate lunch at the Mermaid Inn, which was rebuilt more than 70 years before Columbus sailed the ocean blue. We went shopping (Joanna picked up some Victorian jewelry; I resisted the urge to spend way too much for a 1st edition of A Streetcar Named Desire). And I climbed the narrow steps to the top of the Rye Parish Church.

    Winchelsea is a short drive from Rye, close enough and small enough that I could see it all from the top of the Parish Bell Tower. Francoise’s home was originally built in the 17th century as the servant’s quarters for the adjoining mansion. After remodeling the place, she’s decided to put “Little Mariteau” up for sale. It’s a beautiful, storybook-like place with views of rolling sheep lands out the back and St. Thomas’s Church in front. It took us fifteen minutes to walk the whole of Winchelsea, not counting a long stop at the church. She then drove us down to the coast for a quick look at the sea and the rocky shoreline. Even on an impossibly sunny day in late-April the wind was biting.

    We spent the night with Francoise, who fixed us an amazing dinner and opened a bottle of wine and a flask of limoncello she’d brought home with her from a recent trip to Italy. Really a wonderful evening.

    Sunday, the 23rd

    We were back in London by 11:30 Sunday morning. You know how they say you can set your watch by the British trains? Yeah, that’s true. They mean that. I’m obsessive about being early everywhere I go, so I was feeling anxious when Francoise dropped us off just five minutes before our scheduled departure. It took us two minutes to get from her car to the platform; we waited one minute for the train to arrive; two minutes later we were on our way. Unbelievable.

    We had to be back by noon in order to check out from our hotel. As an anniversary present, my parents gave us three nights in their timeshare company’s London flat, which is located in Maida Vale. Rather than fight with our bags on the Tube, we took a cab over there, winding our way through the traffic caused by the running of the London marathon. Our driver was relieved to learn that we aren’t fond of Bush. (Bush’s name came up in the first five minutes of every single conversation I had with a Brit, followed soon after by a discussion of America’s absurd healthcare system.) He told us about a group of American businessmen whom he’d accidentally offended a few weeks earlier. He’d been touring them all over the city, and after his harmless Bush joke they’d spoken to him only once, to make a lame crack about America’s victory in the Revolutionary War. “Yeah, but only because we felt sorry for you,” he laughed back. “Why else, do you suppose, we would wear bright red coats and march in a straight line?” He must have told us ten jokes in as many minutes.

    After checking in, we walked down to a local grocery store, bought some food, and for the first time in more than a week made our own lunch. Amazing what a luxury that becomes. We killed most of the rest of the day relaxing. Have I mentioned yet that we were in England during the World Snooker Championship? Have I mentioned that the BBC covered it nightly and that I watched a lot of snooker? Because it’s all true. I watched a LOT of snooker.

    The only other noteworthy event on Sunday was a return trip to Covent Garden for another meal at Cafe Pasta. Again, the food wasn’t exceptional but the experience was pretty great. We were seated a few inches away from a man in his late-50s who spent the entire evening trying — and failing — to seduce his 30-something dining companion. It was like a free trip to the theatre.

    Monday, the 24th

    Maida Vale is northwest of central London, so we spent most of Monday exploring the area. First we headed up to the cemetery at Kensal Green, where Wilkie Collins, Anthony Trollope, and William Makepeace Thackery are buried. Honestly, we didn’t see any of their graves, or the graves of any notable personalities for that matter. It was worth the trip, though. Joanna wanted to visit Antiquarius, so next we set off for King’s Road. We walked several blocks through Chelsea, grabbed some lunch at Pizza Express, and quickly realized that the trip was taking its toll on us both. We were getting tired — tired of walking, tired of the crowds, and tired of that nagging feeling that any moment not spent doing something significant was a moment wasted. We vowed to return to the flat earlier than usual that night.

    On the way back, though, we stopped off in Notting Hill. I wanted to check out the book and music stores there. We strolled up Portobello Road, which was a ghost town that afternoon, came back through Notting Hill, then walked east toward Kensington Gardens. The walk was largely an excuse to avoid the Tube during rush hour, but it ended up being a really nice experience. We didn’t go into Kensington Palace but we did enjoy the gardens. We found a park bench and rested our legs while bicyclists and joggers rushed by. We were back at the the flat by 7:30. I mentioned the snooker, right?

    Tuesday, the 25th

    Francoise’s daughter, Michelle, was in Spain over the weekend, so we got together with her on Tuesday. She met us at Oxford Circus, two blocks from where she works, and took us to Ping Pong for lunch. Fantastic dim sum. (In fact, we had our two best meals during our last full day in London.)

    After lunch, Joanna and I checked off the last two museums from our list. We walked down Charing Cross Road to the National Gallery and the National Portrait Gallery. When I asked Joanna what I could expect to see at the National Gallery, she said, “All of the famous paintings.” I wasn’t sure what she meant until I got there, looked at the museum guide, and realized, “Oh, this is where they keep all of the famous paintings.” Shuffling through those galleries was another overwhelming experience. There’s just too much to take in. We only spent an hour in the Portrait Gallery, which wasn’t nearly enough time. Stuart Pearson Wright’s paintings were some of my favorites.

    So, for our last night in London, we went out for a special meal. Can you guess?

    Two blocks from our flat in Maida Vale we found The Clifton, where I ordered fish and chips and a pint of Guinness, and I’ll be damned if it wasn’t the best meal I ate all week. A 10-inch-long cod fillet fried crisp in a light and sweet batter, the other half of the plate piled high with fries, and all of it washed down with the creamiest, richest stout a man can pour. Perfect.

  • How ‘Bout That

    “Darren Hughes’s contribution on Roth’s non-fiction writing, while far too short, is nonetheless a valuable addition to the mostly untrodden field of investigation of Roth as a critic.”
    — from David Gooblar’s review of Philip Roth: New Perspectives on an American Author, ed. by Derek Parker Royal

    How’s that for the perfect end to my academic career? I got a good note in The Times Literary Supplement!

  • London Trip 3

    We’ve been running around town at such a pace that when we finally do return to the hotel each night, I don’t have much energy left to write. Here’s a snapshot of the last few days.

    Tuesday, the 18th

    If I had only one day in London, I’d spend as much of it as possible at the Tate Britain. It’s Joanna’s favorite museum, too, for its collection of Pre-Raphaelite paintings. While she toured the Gothic Nightmares exhibit, I wandered through the contemporary arts wing. Some pieces I plan to write more about later:

    We spent four or five hours at the Tate before leaving to give St. Paul’s another try. However, we arrived there at 4:05, which, as it turns out, is five minutes after they admit the last visitors. (Read the guide book, then get on the Tube. Read the guide book, then get on the Tube.) So, we traveled back toward the hotel and spent an hour or so at Waterstone’s.

    Most sensible people would have just walked back to the hotel from Waterstone’s, but our feet were killing us, so we sunk into the mass of bodies that is the Picadilly Tube stop at rush hour and, for the first and only time all week, we got separated. It was like a scene from a movie. I told Joanna I needed to take a quick look at the map, and by the time I turned back toward her she was gone, engulfed by the tide of commuters. Honestly, I got panicky and even had her name sounded over the intercom, but by that point she was on a train headed north. I learned this a half hour later when we found each other again at the hotel. We spent the rest of the evening relaxing.

    Wednesday, the 19th

    After visiting five museums in four days, we decided to take a break from all the, you know, culture and, instead, went shopping. Joanna took off for Selfridge’s; I went browsing on Berwick Street. By my count, there are eleven record shops on two blocks of Berwick. I walked into every one of them but came away empty-handed. When I met up with Joanna, she’d had enough of that behemoth of a department store, so we got some lunch, took a quick stroll through Liberty, and then went to Hamleys, where we picked up a gift or two for our niece.

    My only request for the trip was that we take in at least one play while here. Our choice came down to The Crucible at The Gielgud or Endgame at The Barbican. Last week, The Crucible received Time Out‘s first-ever six-star review, but Endgame worked better with our schedule. Plus, it gave us a chance to walk around the Barbican, which is a blocks-wide landmark of 1980s prefab concrete construction. Not the prettiest thing to look at but fascinating, nonetheless.

    Endgame is being staged as part of the Barbican’s month-long celebration of the Beckett centenary. I’d never read the play, so I’m not sure how this production stacks up, but it certainly felt long. (It came in ten minutes longer that its scheduled 85-minute run, so I assume some of the pacing problems will be worked out by the end of the week.) Kenneth Cranham is great as Hamm; Peter Dinklage is less great as Clov.

    Thursday, the 20th

    On our third trip to St. Paul’s, we finally got in the door but decided against taking the full tour. We’d both taken it before and wanted to spend our time elsewhere. After a few minutes of gazing around the cathedral, we headed over to the Tower of London. It was my first time there, and I had a ball. We did the whole bit — walking along with a Beefeater and listening to his stories. It really is a remarkable place. I particularly like the occasional areas that are relatively free of signage and velvet ropes, the corners and stairwells that look much as they did eight and nine centuries ago. The Chapel of St. John the Evangelist in the White Tower is just astounding.

    We grabbed a late lunch on the way back then headed in different directions for a bit more browsing. Fopp, down on Earlham Street, has a fantastic (and surprisingly inexpensive) selection of CDs, vinyl, DVDs, and books. I swore I wouldn’t buy anything, but I came away with some DVDs: Sexy Beast and the 2-disc collection, The Work of Director Jonathan Glazer, both for a few pounds each, and Carlos Reygadas’s Battle in Heaven. A few minutes of shopping in another country and the strangeness of film distribution economies becomes obvious. The Reygadas film and Sokurov’s The Sun, both of which are still making their way along the festival route in the States, are available on DVD everywhere I turn over here.

    A little further up Earlham, I also found The Dover Bookshop, which sells only books related to graphic and web design. Their particular specialty is royalty-free images. I’m proud of myself for having spent less than 15 pounds there.

    Last night we finally made our way back to the British Museum. During our first trip there, we were both exhausted from the flight and annoyed by the tens of thousands of visitors who bumped and pushed us at every turn. Late on a Thursday evening, the museum is a quite different place. We had whole rooms to ourselves and took our time wandering through them. I can’t quite comprehend what it means to look at a human artifact from 10 centuries ago. My head just can’t wrap around that.

  • London Trip 2

    When we arrived yesterday at St. Paul’s, we discovered that it was closed to tourists. So after snapping a couple pictures, we headed south, taking the millennium footbridge across the Thames to the Tate Modern. For the last half-century the building that now houses the Tate served as the Bankside Power Station; fully renovated in the late-1990s it is more impressive than any of the pieces installed there. It is a massive structure — and I mean 4.2 million bricks massive.

    We didn’t stay at the Tate for long. Because it’s undergoing its first major re-installation since opening in 2000, much of the building is closed to visitors. We did take a quick stroll through the main collection, though. The painting I was most struck by was Naked Man with a Knife (1938-40), an early piece by Jackson Pollock. I don’t believe I’d ever seen any of the work he completed before he began pouring, dripping, and throwing paint. Naked Man is representational by comparison, a violent and frightening piece. Seeing it side-by-side (almost literally) with Summertime: 9A (1948) and Yellow Islands (1952) was helpful. Summertime strikes a balance between the two extremes: the dripped paint still finds a pattern and form there.

    When we left the Tate, we walked west along the river until we hit the National Film Theatre. From there we hopped back on the underground at Waterloo, headed north, and stopped for lunch in Covent Garden: lamb souvlaki at The Real Greek. Covent Garden was packed with people — too many, actually, for Joanna, who tends to get anxious in crowds. We browsed at a couple shops there before heading back to the hotel.

    Last night we walked again to Covent Garden for a great meal at a place called Cafe Pasta. By “great meal” I don’t necessarily mean that we had exceptional food. Instead, we had good food with great wine served by a charming waitress in an inviting room accompanied by pleasant music. Until this week, I don’t think I’d realized how quickly we eat in the States. For our first few meals here, I found myself becoming annoyed by our servers, who, for some reason, didn’t bring us our check within minutes of our finishing the last bites. Eating takes longer and is more of a social occasion here, as it should be. We’ve already planned our return to Cafe Pasta and this time we’ll be sticking around for coffee and desert.

    We spent most of today in South Kensington, wandering through the miles and miles (and miles and miles) of galleries at the Natural History Museum and the Victoria and Albert Museum. The whole concept of “the museum” had never seemed so, well, Victorian until we stepped into the Natural History, with its macabre menagerie of taxidermied animals. It’s a very strange and discomforting place. We did get a kick, though, out of the human anatomy exhibition, which reveals, much too obviously, its debt to the kitschy charms of Alex Comfort’s Joy of Sex. Again, I liked the building better than its collections.

    The Victoria and Albert is another story completely. After four hours of near constant movement — and fast movement at that — I think we saw about one-fourth of it. I spent much of my time exploring their special exhibition, Modernism: Designing a New World, 1914-1939. It’s a really remarkable collection of paintings, drawings, sculptures, photos, models, posters, costumes, and furniture, along with a car, several films, cookware, book jackets, and — I kid you not — a kitchen. Anything and everything, really, that reflected the major and still-influential turn in post-WWI European aesthetics. (The NFT is hosting a film series as well.) I’ll never look at a Volkswagon Beetle or the London Underground Map the same way.

    I was also completely undone by the Raphael Cartoons. Unbelievable.

    When we left the V&A, we took a quick stroll up to Hyde Park, though by that time we were both exhausted from all of the walking, and so we didn’t manage much more than a twenty-minute rest on the stairs below the Albert Memorial. A nice view, on a sunny and surprisingly warm day, surrounded by skateboarders and kids playing street hockey.

  • London Trip 1

    We fell asleep last night around 9:45, fifteen minutes shy of my goal. I’d sworn I would make it until 10, but with only twenty minutes on the plane and a 30-minute nap in the hotel after we’d checked in, I was going on less than an hour of sleep in a day-and-a-half. Thirteen hours and a complimentary breakfast later, I think we’ve worked most of the jet lag from our systems.

    The trip was uneventful. Our flight went smoothly and arrived on time. I’d arranged transportation from Gatwick to our hotel, and, so, soon after gathering our luggage we were greeted by a middle-aged woman with a sign, who led us across the north terminal as quickly as her little legs would carry her before handing us off to one of her colleagues, another middle-aged woman who also walked faster than I typically jog. The very model of English efficiency, they were. Our flight, by the way, kept Joanna’s and my streak alive: we can’t remember the last time we took a trip together and didn’t run into some sort of celebrity. This time it was Pos from De La Soul, who’s in town for a week-long engagement at the Jazz Cafe.

    With two hours to kill before our room was ready, we dropped off our bags and wandered through the Egypt and Greece rooms at the British Museum. Three quick observations. (I’m sure we’ll spend more time there this week, when we aren’t delirious from sleep deprivation.) First, the sheer number of artifacts there is overwhelming. I think I would actually prefer there to be, say, ten Assyrian reliefs rather than fifty. It’s too much to process and, in a strange way, makes each one less significant. Relief, relief, relief, relief — okay, I get it already. Second, and on a related note, until seeing examples side by side, it had never occurred to me how remarkable it is that the style of writing/art remained relatively consistent in Egypt over the span of centuries. To my untrained eye, artifacts from 2500 b.c. were indistinguishable from those of 600 years later.

    Third, there’s something disturbing (but also interesting, theoretically) about the numbers of people who, rather than looking at artifacts in a museum, instead look at the small LCDs of their digital cameras and camcorders. The experience seems to only become meaningful to them when mediated by technology. Are they more interested in capturing the experience than in the experience itself?

    While Joanna took a nap yesterday afternoon, I took my first stroll down Charing Cross Road. It does my heart good to know that somewhere in the world, on one city block, one can buy a new copy of Tarkovsky’s Sculpting in Time in three different book stores. Used copies can also probably be had. Foyle’s alone carries four titles by/about Abbas Kiarostami! If it weren’t for the shitty state of the dollar over here, I would have had to buy another carry-on just for my haul from that one street.

    Today, Easter Sunday, much of the city has closed shop, so we’re going to head toward St. Paul’s. I’m not sure what we’ll end up doing, but it’s wonderful to be in a city in which I could see any of the following:

    • Hawks double-bill, Bringing Up Baby and To Have and Have Not (Curzon Mayfair)
    • Armenia double-bill, Ararat and The Genocide in Me (Curzon Soho)
    • American ’70s double-bill, Cabaret and Annie Hall (Curzon Soho)
    • Rivette, L’Amour Fou (National Film theatre)
    • Modernism double-bill, The Crowd and Metropolis (National Film Theatre)
    • Contemporary double-bill, The Beat that My Heart Skipped and The Consequences of Love (Phoenix)
    • Polanski, Repulsion (Ritzy Cinema)
    • Classic double-bill, Le Mepris and Black Orpheus (Riverside)
    • Haneke double-bill, Code Unknown and Cache

    Two great meals so far: gyoza and yaki soba at Wagamama; pizza at Strada.

  • An Important Announcement

    [Note: If you make it through this entire post, you’re a champ. It’s here, more or less, as one more document in the archive of my life.]

    Long-time readers of Long Pauses will know that, after nearly five years and countless redesigns, two elements of this site have remained relatively unchanged: the Mirror-inspired Flash animation and the About page. Nearly three hundred visitors read “about” me last month. They read that I’m a “doctoral candidate in 20th century American literature” and that I’m at work on a dissertation about the American Left and literature of the Cold War. I’ve always taken a certain pride in that description, assuming — or hoping, at least — that my credentials would lend a measure of credibility to my opinions, whether on art or politics or whatever.

    Today I’m pleased to announce, finally, a change to my About page, though, honestly, it’s not exactly the one I’d daydreamed about for so long. Earlier this week I officially notified my committee of my decision to abandon my dissertation. On May 1st, just a few days after Joanna and I return from our trip to London, I will begin a full-time job as a web designer at the university, and I’m damn eager to get started. I’m especially excited about my new title: Artist.

    To tell the full story of this decision takes several hours and as many stiff drinks. At some point, it requires that I reveal the details of the deaths of my mother- and father-in-law and the capital murder trial that followed a year later. And then I have to talk about the shockwaves an experience like that sends through one’s life and the effects of grief on one’s attention span. But, for now, I mention all of that in passing only to suggest that my main reason for making this decision is because what I most crave right now is what a young academic career (at least in the humanities) is least able to provide: stability.

    There are other reasons, of course. For starters, English has never been the perfect fit for me. The two chapters of my dissertation that I completed are, I think, well-researched and well-written, but my analysis floats too casually between literary criticism, political philosophy, cultural studies, and historiography, never slowing to apply the requisite rigor to any one particular area. As a result, I’m proud to say, it’s quite readable. But it’s too superficial for academia. It’s not a dissertation. I suspect that, had I to do it all over again, I might have gone into a Media Studies or New Media program instead, but I would have likely run into similar problems. I’m not an academic writer, it turns out. (One benefit of abandoning my dissertation, by the way, is that I can now focus my efforts on other, non-academic writing projects I’ve wanted to start for years.)

    But stability is the big one. Of the seven people in my doctoral class, only three finished. One seems to have found a dream job, one is (last I heard) teaching at a community college, and one is working as the managing editor of our department’s literary journal while she pursues the job market. If I finished my degree and went searching for a tenure-track job, I would, as a 20th century Americanist, be entering a market in which my application would be thrown into stacks of hundreds for each of the fifteen or twenty available openings. Typically, job offers come to my colleagues only after a year or three of adjunct lecturing, years characterized by heavy teaching loads dominated by sections of freshman composition and too few benefits (salary, health care, marketable experience). Even if I were offered a job, it would mean moving to whatever town the college happened to be located in, followed by years of padding the c.v. while looking for a better job. And then there’s the battle for tenure to look forward to.

    That last paragraph, I know, is not news to many of you. I’ve exchanged quite a few emails over the past few months with friends and mentors, including many Long Pauses readers. Some are former academics, some are happily tenured or soon-to-be, and some are in just the position I’ve described: overworked and anxious but eager to find that perfect position. I’ve written that paragraph mostly for the benefit of those unfamiliar with the state of the academy in the humanities — for people like my friend (a researcher and Ph.D. in physics) who, when I told him Saturday that I’d decided to shelve my dissertation, stood awkwardly silent for several seconds before finally cocking his head to one side and exclaiming, “I don’t understand. What do you mean you’ve quit?”

    Joanna and I made this decision together three or four weeks ago — the evening I was offered my new job, actually — and we’ve both been breathing easier since. What gets too often overlooked in discussions of young academic careers is the burden of spending one’s twenties (and now often one’s thirties as well) with little assurance about the practical matters of one’s future. Few young academics get to choose when their “real life” will begin, or where it will take place, or in what kind of institution it will be spent — all factors (really, really important factors) that highly educated workers in other professions take for granted. Joanna and I have discovered, much to our surprise, that we like living in Knoxville, and also that the instability of my career ambitions has prevented us from planting our roots here as deeply as we would have liked. If we’re breathing easier it’s because, for the first time in our ten years of marriage, we know where we’ll be a year from now, maybe even five or ten years from now.

    I have never, even for a second, regretted pursuing my Ph.D. Doing so allowed me the opportunity to spend six years (four years of graduate coursework, two years of studying for and passing comprehensive exams) reading, researching, writing about, and teaching the great literature of the English language, along with philosophy, history, and critical theory. I got to spend three years — intermittently, I’ll admit — chasing a line of inquiry through four decades of political, cultural, and aesthetic development. I even got to see something I’d written make its way onto my bookshelf. My ways of thinking have been changed radically by the experience, and I’m genuinely grateful for it.

    Any disappointments and frustrations I might have with the current state of the academic profession will always be tempered by my great love for academia, generally. I could make more money, and would likely work on more interesting projects, if I pursued a web design job in the private sector. But much of my present excitement and anticipation stems from the fact that I now know I will likely spend the rest of my career driving each morning to a university I’ve grown to love. (Plus, as a staff member I get to check out books for a full year! It’s the small perks that matter the most, right?)

    Thanks to everyone who has offered guidance and support over the last weeks, months, and years. I do appreciate it.

  • Electrif Lycanthrope

    How’s this for throwin’ down the gauntlet? I would put the six studio albums Little Feat recorded between 1971 and 1977 up against any other collection of records by an American band over that same period. And, if shipped off to that proverbial desert island with only a record player and one live album by a rock and roll band, I wouldn’t think twice before grabbing my copy of Little Feat’s 1978 masterpiece, Waiting for Columbus. Nearly twenty years after hearing it for the first time, I still play all or parts of Columbus every month or so. (If you want to check it out now, be sure to buy the expanded 2-CD set that was released in 2002.)

    Little Feat was formed in 1969, when singer/songwriter/slide-guitar player Lowell George and bassist Roy Estrada left the Mothers of Invention and teamed up with drummer Ritchie Hayward and pianist Bill Payne. After a couple years and two albums together, Estrada left and the band reformed as a six-piece, adding guitarist Paul Barrere and percussionist Sam Clayton; Estrada was replaced by Kenny Gradney. When the lineup expanded, the band’s sound got dirtier and the pocket got deeper — less Southern California (George was from Hollywood), more New Orleans; less Flying Burrito Brothers or Captain Beefheart, more Dr. John or The Meters.

    Along with one of the best rhythm sections ever assembled, it has George, Payne, and Barrere, all three of them talented singers and songwriters. I’ve singled out the first six albums, though, because those are the recordings that feature Lowell George at the top of his game. By 1976 or so, the drug problems that would kill him three years later were beginning to take their toll on him and the band. “Day at the Dog Races,” the fusion-inspired instrumental on Time Loves a Hero (1977), was supposedly written during one of George’s many missed rehearsals. And, in fact, on their commentary track for the Live at Rockpalast DVD, Payne and Barrere laugh when they see George leave the stage during the song, joking that it was his habit during that tour to use “Dog Races” as a break to get, um, re-medicated for the rest of the show.

    As George became more and more distracted by drugs and by other projects (he produced The Grateful Dead’s Shakedown Street and recorded a fantastic solo album, Thanks, I’ll Eat It Here), Payne and Barrere took over the bulk of the writing chores, and the band’s sound made a slight turn toward the jazz rock of the era. “Red Streamliner,” also from Time Loves a Hero, even features backing vocals by the then-ubiquitous Michael McDonald. I actually like the song and the sound of those records quite a lot, but the shift from Little Feat in 1971 to Hero just six years later is stark. The band reformed a decade after George’s death and have recorded and toured almost constantly since. In fact, they’re playing a free show here in Knoxville on Thursday night, though I won’t be able to see it.

    For years, I’ve heard and read about Electrif Lycanthrope, an unofficial live release from 1974. Original vinyl copies still show up on the market from time to time, though at prohibitively steep prices. But now, thanks to the wonders of the Internet Archive, it’s right there, just waiting to be downloaded for free. God bless the internets!

  • A 10th Anniversary Card

    I met Joanna in the back seat of her roommate’s car. We were driving up to Atlanta for the weekend, and — truth be told — I was pissed off about being there. I had a crush on the roommate, see, and had been thrilled when she offered to give me a ride. I don’t remember much about the drive, actually, except that the roommate kept playing a Spin Doctors CD and flirting with the guy in the passenger’s seat, and that my companion in the back seat spent most of her time listening to classical music on her Walkman. I also noticed, for the first time, just how beautiful Joanna was.

    The next day she grabbed me and asked if I wanted to go for a walk. We were staying in a hotel near the Perimeter Mall, and she was bored senseless by the other people in our group. It was one of those evangelical retreats we were on, full of singing and fellowship’ing and meaningful discussions. Joanna had no patience for any of it. Still doesn’t. I mean, she sings from time to time (when no one’s around to hear), and she’s a devoted friend with a sharp and witty mind, but she has zero tolerance for pretense. None. Makes her crazy.

    So we escaped to the mall, doing for the first time all of those things we’ve done a thousand times since — telling our stories, trying to make each other laugh, carrying on whole conversations in nothing but sarcasm and irony. She made me wait in Banana Republic while she tried on clothes, and at one point a salesman, assuming I was her boyfriend, gestured toward me and said, “She looked great in that suit, didn’t she?” When she came out of the dressing room, I felt nervous for the only time that day. I wanted to tell her that, yes, she did look beautiful — in the suit, I mean — but there was too much at risk. I could cross a line and screw the whole thing up. Instead, she beat me to the punch, made a joke, and put me at ease. The story of my life.

    We got married at the Baptist church in her home town. Baptist, rather than Presbyterian, because it was the only one big enough for all the guests. It was one of those big Southern weddings like you see in the movies, with eight or nine bridesmaids and a reception in the back yard of a yellow Victorian house just a block away from the town square. We were married within walking distance of the tree where Boo Radley would have left surprises for Jem and Scout. (I mean that literally. Harper Lee and her sister Alice sent a nice gift.) It was a perfect day. We all woke up terrified because of the rain — my already-exhausted mother-in-law got on the phone and tracked down the biggest tent this side of Ringling just in case — but by early afternoon the sun was shining and the grass had dried out.

    Ten years later, this is what I most remember about our wedding. I remember Bryan, one of my groomsmen, sighing and telling me, sarcastically, that he hated me after seeing Joanna for the first time in her dress. I remember requesting that everyone remain seated while Joanna came down the aisle so that I could have a clear view. I remember her laughing and crying, laughing and crying as she walked toward me — almost six feet tall in her heels but still a good four inches shorter than her father. I remember shaking hands and smiling for pictures and eating cake and never wanting to be more than a few feet away from “my wife.” I remember the pack of little girls who walked up to her and asked if she was a princess. And I remember the perfect moment of silence that greeted us as we drove away from the reception, alone together for the first time that day.

    The accepted wisdom is that marriage is hard, that it requires “work” from both partners. But that’s never been my experience. (Granted, living with me is no piece of cake.) Life is hard at times — and we’ve experienced the ugliest it has to offer, believe me — but marriage? As far as I’m concerned, Joanna is the only thing that makes the shit and the boredom and the ugliness worthwhile. I’m still not sure why she grabbed me that day or why I’m the one who gets to share life with her. To say I’m grateful wouldn’t come close to expressing the mystery of it all.

    Happy Anniversary, Joanna.

  • Abel Ferrara’s Battle with the Irrational

    Abel Ferrara’s Battle with the Irrational

    Religious faith is utterly irrational. By calling myself a Christian, I claim to believe at least this: that we are all born into a fallen world and that each of us is in need of grace, an undeserved forgiveness possible only through the sacrifice of Christ. It makes no sense. From a rational perspective, it’s not terribly different from a belief in “Leda and the Swan” or the practices of New Age mysticism. All might otherwise be described as man-invented responses to the irrational tendencies of human experience — things like creativity, desire, curiosity, grief, suffering, injustice, and good ol’ existential dread. Faith offers a kind of all-encompassing framework of understanding, a culturally- and historically rich narrative that provides, at the very least, the appearance of meaning, even if not Meaning itself.

    To watch the body of Abel Ferrara’s films, as I’ve tried my best to do over the last month and a half, is to see a man wrestling obsessively — sadomasochistically, even — with the Irrational. The stylized violence, the scenery-chewing performances, the gratuitous and exploitative female nudity — all are window dressing. What’s at stake here is nothing less than the very possibility of grace. If looking at a woman lustfully is ultimately (or Ultimately) no different from committing adultery itself — if, in other words, each of us is equally depraved, equally culpable — then all of us are trapped in a world very much like Ferrara’s, where good and bad have blended to a shade of deep, dark gray.

    It’s this quality, I suspect, that led Brad Stevens to name his critical biography Abel Ferrara: The Moral Vision, and it’s also what other participants in today’s blog-a-thon have called Ferrara’s “humanism.” I don’t think humanist is the right word for him, though. His films, in fact, seem to me to be deeply cynical. While his characters often act badly with the very best intentions — I’m thinking of Tom Berrenger’s washed up boxer in Fear City, Christopher Walken’s Robin Hood-like drug lord in King of New York, and the husband and wife of ‘R X-Mas — and while Ferrara refuses to rule over them as a moral judge (and prevents us from doing so as well), he most definitely situates them in a world corrupted tragically and completely by our cultural institutions (capital, politics, and religion, to name just three) and by man’s basest instincts. It’s an ugly, ugly place.

    But despite its ugliness, Ferrara’s world is occasionally illuminated by brief moments of redemption, and I’m tempted to say that, in each case, its an explicitly transcendent, transhuman redemption. These are Ferrara’s encounters with the Irrational. The most obvious and affecting example is the bad lieutenant, who, after witnessing the victimized nun’s extraordinary forgiveness of her attackers, confronts the very Source of her strength before performing a charitable act of grace himself. That same moment is reenacted in The Mother of Mirrors, the film-within-a-film in Dangerous Game. Sarah Jennings’ (Madonna) character has experienced a kind of religious epiphany that has allowed her to reform, and in doing so she has brought into relief the depravity of the world she and her husband have created. There is a specifically Christian character to these transformations in Ferrara’s work, just as there’s a specifically Christian character to, say, Bresson’s and the Dardennes’.

    Briefly, I want to add, also, that I think this battle with the Irrational is part of what makes Ferrara an American filmmaker. We are a confused and compromised lot, are we not? Two centuries later, our political rhetoric remains heavy with allusions to the protestant work ethic, to the Deistic ideals of the Enlightenment, and to the One God under which our Nation stands. Meanwhile, we consume, degrade, exploit, and dehumanize with the best of ’em. Which is probably why we’re so fond of transcendent redemption as a concept — so much so that we’ve made it a hallmark of American tradition. What I most appreciate about Ferrara is the messy collision of his cynicism and, for lack of a better word, his faith: grace is never cheap in his world, and that’s as it should be.

    Until this point in my post, I’ve carefully avoided making any aesthetic judgments on Ferrara’s work. Counting the early shorts, I think I’ve now seen fourteen of his films, and I’ve come to the conclusion that he’s a director of genuine importance whose films are almost all fundamentally flawed. Bad Lieutenant is, I think, his most coherent and best picture; Dangerous Game is his most interesting; and King of New York is his most traditionally entertaining. Ms. 45 is probably the best low-budget exploitation film I’ve ever seen (for whatever that’s worth); and, given a choice of which of his films to rewatch tonight, I’d pick New Rose Hotel without a moment of hesitation.

    If I were a bigger fan of Ferrara’s work, I’m sure I could put together a well-reasoned apology for the pacing problems, the tone problems, the performance problems, and the basic narrative problems that characterize, to various degrees, all of his films. (Even as a fan, though, I doubt I could justify his misogyny — I’m talking to you, Cat Chaser.) Part of me wishes he would find a strong-willed producer and editor, people willing to reign him in just enough to un-kink the various lines of thought that wind through his work. The ideas are compelling, and the execution is occasionally stunning. (I really, really love those long takes in Bad Lieutenant and Dangerous Game, especially the scene between Zoe Lund and Harvey Keitel, and Madonna’s “What do you want from me?” moment in front of Eddie Israel’s camera.) Until that happens, I’ll continue seeing his new films and, I suspect, continue being frustrated by them.

    See also:

    [with more to come]

  • A Post About London

    On March 30, Joanna and I will celebrate our 10th anniversary. The idea of it is utterly absurd. Only old people have been married that long. And we’re not old. Certainly not old enough to have shared a home for a full decade. And certainly not old enough to have spent more than a third of our lives together.

    I’ll write more about marriage and anniversaries next week, but for now I’m excited to announce that, in celebration of The Big Ten, Jo and I have booked ourselves a flight to London. We’re not especially spontaneous people, so this is all slightly terrifying. Last week, a friend sent us a link to a British Airways deal, we talked about it for a day or two, and then we made our reservations. Twelve days, eleven nights, taking off three weeks from Friday. Crazy.

    When I was fifteen, my parents took my sister and me on our last big family vacation together before Laura left for college. It was one of those all-inclusive, “see Paris and London in a week” kind of trips. And I loved every second of it, mostly because of the pack of students — all girls from a high school in Syracuse — who were part of our tour group. Seeing London and Paris was great too. It remains my only experience of Europe.

    When we were undergrads, Joanna spent a summer in London and knows the city fairly well. We’ll be spending the first eight nights of our trip in her old stomping grounds — Bloomsbury, directly across the street from the British Museum. The last three nights will be in Maida Vale, three or four miles northwest of there.

    There are many, many advantages to living in East Tennessee, but high culture ain’t one of them. Which is why I like to travel once or twice a year to metropolitan centers. We’ll inevitably see some of the touristy sights, but I’m eager to step off the beaten track.

    So now I’m seeking advice and recommendations . . .

    • Museums — Along with the big ones (the British, the Tate), where do we need to go?
    • Restaurants — They say London has the best Indian food in the world?
    • Theaters — Where can I see hard-to-find films? Can I take a risk on any particular drama companies?
    • Shopping — What are the must-browse book and music stores?
    • Live Music — Any favorite clubs or live venues?
    • Day trips — I’m thinking a day in Oxford would be fun. Other suggestions?
  • Calls to Conscience and Action

    Calls to Conscience and Action

    Jeffrey Overstreet, who’s writing a book about his experiences as a film critic in/to Evangelical America, has posed the question, “What would you show in a film festival about ‘Calls to Conscience and Action’?” Specifically, he’s looking for “works of art that make us want to put our hands to the plow.”

    Frankly, his question makes me uncomfortable. I say that, in part, because I’m having trouble coming up with one or two specific titles (a topic I’ll come back to later) but mostly because it’s been so long since my hand last touched a plow, metaphorical or otherwise. I’m more the “righteous indignation” type — the guy who carefully positions himself above the fray while the “Red States,” on the one side, react against liberal America’s progressive agendas, and the “Hollywood Elite,” on the other, try to decide which is the bigger evil: racism, homophobia, or, um, Joe McCarthy. I prefer to strike the pose of the humanist aesthete, sniping soldiers on both sides from the satisfied comfort of my expensive home theater. It’s so much easier than, you know, doing something. (Have you ever tried to plow? That shit is hard.)

    Sarcasm aside, I’ll admit to feeling a bit shamed by Jeffrey’s question. That it would arise from a book project addressed to Evangelical readers should come as little surprise. Whatever frustrations I feel toward that world’s cultural and ideological assumptions are always tempered by my genuine love and respect for so many people who have found their spiritual home there. Color me ambivalent. When, a few years ago, I suggested to some friends that we temporarily set aside our Bibles and study art instead, I first had to convince them that the questions we’d been trained to ask would remain essentially unchanged: What does this text (whether Scripture, a painting, or a film) teach us about truth, beauty, and grace? What aspects of God’s character are revealed here? And how do we apply these lessons to our daily lives? Say what you will about Evangelical America’s failure to meet Christ’s standards (and I’ve said more than my share), but that question of application — of putting hand to plow — is more prominent there than in any other American sub-culture I’ve inhabited.

    And so it pains me to review my life as a critic (for lack of a better word) and find so little evidence of my faith/politics/aesthetics translated into practical action. Maybe this hypocrisy (too strong?) is partly to blame for the ferocity of the public debate surrounding the Oscars this year. High-minded talk, whether from the Right or the Left, divorced from sympathy and service will inevitably come off as smug.

    I’m deliberately overstating the case here. Of course my sense of the world, of right action, of human tragedy and grace have been radically transformed by an immersion in the arts. At the heart of the matter, I think, is the simple idea of empathy. (Slacktivist, by the way, has written two great posts on the subject this week.) I wonder, for example, how I would view the war in Iraq if, instead of watching regional, humanist filmmakers like Kiarostami, Makhmalbaf, and Majidi, I was learning about righteous vengeance, sadism, and “freedom” from Hollywood. The creative imagination, as expressed through great art, can be an empathy-making wonder. Christ, after all, was a prophet and a storyteller.

    But to answer Jeffrey’s question: If offered the chance to program a “Calls to Conscience and Action” festival, my opening night film would be The Gleaners and I (2000), Agnes Varda’s documentary about the long-standing tradition of gathering up leftover crops (“gleaning”) after the fields have been harvested. Varda, as much an essayist as filmmaker, explores gleaning as a hypertext of ideas: gleaning is an alternate economy; at times it’s a moral choice, at others a lamentable necessity; it’s both transgressive and communal; and, finally, it’s a metaphor for the artistic process itself. As Jonathon Rosenbaum points out, Varda expresses the ambiguities of gleaning even in the title of the film, though her point is lost in translation:

    There’s a suggestive discrepancy between the French and English titles of this wonderful essay film completed by Agnes Varda last year. It’s a distinction that tells us something about the French sense of community and the Anglo-American sense of individuality — concepts that are virtually built into the two languages. Les glaneurs et la glaneuse can be roughly translated as “the gleaners and the female gleaner,” with the plural noun masculine only in the sense that all French nouns are either masculine or feminine. The Gleaners and I sets up an implicit opposition between “people who glean” and the filmmaker, whereas Les glaneurs et la glaneuse links them, asserting that she’s one of them.

    Regardless of what would follow on the festival program, The Gleaners and I would properly frame the central question of conscience and action, making it a matter of community (or, to satisfy the pomo Christians in the audience, we could call it “kingdom” instead) and foregrounding art as an underutilized means of consciousness-raising, community-building, and (dare I say it) worship.

    I would also program The Gleaners and I for personal reasons. For a large number of viewers, the most memorable sequences in the film involve a young man who, despite having earned a Masters degree in Biology, has chosen to glean his food from a Paris market and to live in a shelter, side-by-side with the newly-arrived immigrants to whom he voluntarily teaches French most nights of the week. I can’t imagine that I would have become an English as a Second Language teacher myself had I not first met so many non-Americans through the literatures and cinema of their countries. My ESL work is as close as I’ve come, I suppose, to pushing a plow, though that metaphor distorts the actual experience. It implies calloused hands, sweat, and sacrifice.

  • Music Hall MMF 2.1

    I have no will power. Barely two weeks after deciding that I’d like to pick up a turntable, I now own a Music Hall MMF 2.1. I’m justifying the expense by reminding myself that, in two weeks, I won’t be spending several days in New York with Brian, Girish, and Acquarello, I won’t be attending the Rendezvous with French Cinema series, and I won’t be eating fabulous meals or seeing live music or visiting museums or doing any of the other expensive things I had intended to do before a family obligation forced a change of plans.

    Every review I could find described the MMF 2.1 as a great bang-for-the-buck table. (I ordered direct from J&R, who shipped it quickly and triple-boxed it for safe delivery.) After more than a decade of using nothing but solid-state electronics, I can’t quite express how much fun it was to spend nearly an hour assembling and calibrating a piece of audio equipment. The wood deck, manual belt drive, and delicate tonearm assembly gave me the sense that I was handling a musical instrument rather than the kind of sterile “players” (CD, DVD, mp3) I’ve been living with for so long.

    (In case any audiophiles stumble upon this post: I’ve connected the MMF 2.1 directly to the phono input on my Denon AVR-3805 receiver, which is driving Paradigm Studio 40 speakers and a Klipsch subwoofer.)

    Some thoughts on listening . . .

    “Babylon Sisters” — The first LP I queued up was Steely Dan’s Gaucho. (I found a factory-sealed copy last weekend at a record show.) Because I had to make a 20-decibel volume adjustment each time I switched between the phono and CD inputs, it was difficult to make a direct A-B comparison, but I feel pretty confident saying that I prefer the sound of the LP over the CD. The LP is warmer and less fatiguing, with more depth in the middle frequencies and less of the tinny compression that mars even well-engineered CDs.

    “All Along the Watchtower” — From Michael Hedges’s Live on the Double Planet. I have a longer Michael Hedges post in the works, but for now I’ll just say that I suspect my copy of this album was once the property of a radio station. Either that or the previous owner just really liked Hedges’s cover of Sheila E.’s “A Love Bizarre” (the record’s single, as I recall). That one track has obviously been played to death on this particular LP — the abuse can be seen and heard.

    “Subdivisions” — I bought Rush’s Signals the week it was released. 1982. It’s one of the six or seven LPs I’ve held on to over the years, but last night was the first time I’d heard it since the late-80s. The nostalgia almost gave me a seizure. I swear I recognized every pop and hiss on that record.

    “Thunder Road” — No, I don’t yet own a copy of Born to Run, but on Sunday I picked up The Brave and the Bold from Tortoise and Bonny ‘Prince’ Billy. I would love to make their cover of “Thunder Road” my new Song of the Moment but I can’t. In fact, the only way I can hear it is by going down to my basement, turning on my stereo, and queuing up Side 1. It feels so strange to surrender control of my listening experience like that.

    And a bit of movie music trivia. Now that I have a working turntable, I’m feeling the itch to recreate one of my favorite film moments: the opening title sequence of Harold and Maude. As you might recall, the film begins with a medium-long shot of Harold (actually, we don’t yet know it’s Harold because we can’t see his face) as he walks across the room to his record player and puts on Cat Stevens’s “Don’t Be Shy.” But here’s the thing — because “Don’t Be Shy” was written specifically for the film, and because no official soundtrack containing the song was ever released, “Don’t Be Shy” didn’t actually appear on vinyl until thirteen years later, when Cat Stevens released Footsteps in the Dark, the second volume of his greatest hits. In other words, I need to get my hands on a copy of Footsteps in the Dark on vinyl.

  • The Tyranny of “Shuffle”

    I’m thinking about buying a turntable and putting together a decent two-channel stereo system. I own fewer than twenty LPs, all hold-overs from my junior high days, and I’m not aware of any place in town that has more than a handful of records for sale, new or used. But I like the idea of having a stereo because of the discipline it requires.

    When I was in high school, a friend of mine came up with a sniglet (remember sniglets?) for that moment immediately after a song on the radio ends, when you, as a reflex, begin singing the song that follows it on the album. For example, you tune-in to your favorite classics station just as “Black Dog” is ending and you immediately begin singing “Rock and Roll” (because “Rock and Roll” is the next song on Led Zeppelin IV), or, while flipping the dial in some alternate universe called Amazing Radio Land, you hear the final chords of “Teen Age Riot” and launch straight into “Silver Rocket” (because they’re back-to-back on Daydream Nation). I can’t remember the sniglet my friend invented, but “prevox” should suit our purposes.*

    I very rarely “prevox” these days. And I blame the “shuffle” feature on iTunes. At the moment, I have 1,481 songs on my computer (apparently that’s four days’ worth of music), and my general practice is to listen to them all in shuffle mode, as if I were programming my own perfect radio station. What’s lost in all of this, though, is the idea of an album-as-coherent-work. Of the many new releases I’ve bought over the last three or four years, there are only a few that I know and understand as albums. I could “prevox” if I heard a track from The Pernice Brothers’ Yours, Mine, Ours or Sufjan Stevens’s Seven Swans or, maybe, Mark Kozelek’s What’s Next to the Moon. Oh, and Ben Folds’s Rockin’ the Suburbs. But that’s about it.

    There’s no effort required to shuffle. And, even worse, no creativity. Listening becomes a wholly passive act, and the music suffers, dissolving into the atmosphere like so much Muzak.

    If asked to name my favorite albums, I would think first of the records and tapes that I studied one side at a time. I know, almost intuitively now, that side 1 of Peter Gabriel’s Security ends with “The Family and the Fishing Net” because that song is so wrought with drama that I need to flip the album to hear the (relatively) soulful “Shock the Monkey.” I know that Little Feat’s Feets Don’t Fail Me Now ends with “The Fan” and a ten-minute, jam-filled medley of “Cold, Cold, Cold” and “Tripe Face Boogie” because, when you’re a Little Feat fan, that is precisely what you’ve been waiting to hear.

    So I’m thinking that a stereo will help to make music a more active experience again. Or maybe that’s my self-deluded justification for fetishizing a hobby. Maybe I’m just itching to spend money. Or maybe I should stop reading Nick Hornby.

    Any suggestions for buying a turntable?

    * And please feel free to offer alternatives to “prevox.” Joanna thinks it should be a noun, denoting the experience, rather than a verb that describes the action.

  • Inner City Blues

    Inner City Blues

    I was nineteen or twenty when I first heard What’s Going On. I remember checking it out from the library and playing the title track and “Mercy Mercy Me” over and over and over again. I was literate enough at the time to understand that this album was important — that it marked some kind of radical departure from the earlier, “Heard It Through the Grapevine”-style pop that Gaye was known for. (I think this was the same period when I was listening to the first box set of Stax singles — my teenaged “soul” period, I guess you could call it.) But at the time, the only opinion I would have offered up with any confidence was that “What’s Going On” and “Mercy Mercy Me” were two of the most beautiful songs I’d ever heard. They still are. Obviously.

    I suspect that “Inner City Blues” didn’t hit me with the same force then for two reasons. The first goes back to a complaint I’ve heard my dad make fifty or sixty times over the years: “When’s that chord gonna change?” (I heard it most recently a few weeks ago, when I played for him Radiohead’s “Everything In Its Right Place,” followed by Brad Mehldau’s version, both of which left him underwhelmed.) When I was nineteen or twenty, I was playing piano several hours a day — practicing at home and playing in a community big band, all in preparation for what turned out to be a remarkably short and unsuccessful stint in music school. I was taking theory and music history courses, discovering Bartok and Stravinsky and Debussy, and trying, for the first and only time in my life, to “be a composer.” Which is to say that I could appreciate the songwriting of “What’s Going On” and “Mercy Mercy Me” like I was learning to appreciate Gershwin, Basie, Ellington, and Satie.

    If I’m remembering theory notation correctly, the change for “Inner City Blues” is i-IV. Two chords. It opens with twenty-four straight measures of the minor root before finally changing to the major IV, where it stays for all of four measures before returning to the root. Would have bored me senseless a decade ago; now, I’ll be damned if that change ain’t transcendent. The song is a chant-like, soul-filled lamentation. An angry prayer.

    The other reason I’m dumb-struck by this song right now is because I’ve been reading Mark Kurlansky’s 1968: The Year that Rocked the World, a social history of the period out of which What’s Going On was born. I’ve spent most of the last year reading and writing about the late-1960s and early-1970s, an era the twenty-year-old version of myself ignorantly dismissed as a distant history populated by hopelessly naive hippies who happened, from time to time, to produce some decent music. I knew about the war and the Movement and the assassinations, but I didn’t understand the anger. The anger is all over What’s Going On, and it’s in constant tension with all that beauty. That’s what I didn’t get the first time, and that’s what makes “Inner City Blues” the perfect final note to a perfect album.

  • Code Unknown (2000)

    Code Unknown (2000)

    Dir. by Michael Haneke

    “The guard is down and the mask is off, even more than in lone bedrooms where there’s a mirror. People’s faces are in naked repose down in the subway.”
    — Walker Evans

    “Television is a stream of underselected images, each of which cancels its predecessor. Each still photograph is a privileged moment, turned into a slim object that one can keep and look at again.”
    — Susan Sontag

    Twice during Code Unknown, director Michael Haneke cuts together montages of still photographs. The first is a series of grisly images from war-torn Kosovo; the second is a collection of portraits taken surreptitiously (if we are to believe the film’s narrative) on the Paris Metro. The second montage is actually the work of documentary photographer Luc Delahaye, but his obvious forebear is Walker Evans, whose hidden camera work on Depression-era New York subway trains resulted in the book, Many Are Called (1966).

    In “America, Seen Through Photographs, Darkly,” Susan Sontag calls Evans an heir to Walt Whitman’s “euphoric” humanism. “To photograph is to confer importance,” she writes, and Evans’ photos, or so the argument goes, democratize their subjects by leveling the playing field — “leveling up,” Sontag notes. Viewed through his lens, the Victorian homes of Boston are exactly as beautiful, as ugly, and as important as the dusty cotton towns of south Alabama. Evans’ images are, in his own words, “literate, authoritative, transcendent.” Sontag continues:

    The moral universe of the 1930s being no longer ours, these adjectives are barely credible today. Nobody demands that photography be literate. Nobody can imagine how it could be authoritative. Nobody understands how anything, least of all a photograph, could be transcendent.

    I doubt I’ll be the only participant in today’s blog-a-thon to call upon Saint Susan. They’re too obvious a pairing, Sontag and Haneke — sharp intellects, determined moralists, and impossibly talented craftsmen, both. The question that’s nagging at me, though, is whether Haneke’s films, in general, and Code Unknown, specifically, achieve the egalitarian aims for which Sontag praises Evans. As opposed to the streams of self-canceling images that spray from television, Haneke’s films are, perhaps, as hyperselected as moving images can be — I admire his precise direction like I admire the prose of a great essayist — but to what ends, exactly?

    Haneke’s use of Delahaye’s “L’Autre” photos is, like so much of the film, a highly self-conscious gesture. In this allusion to Sontagian (?) romanticism, he critiques by juxtaposition the kind of contemporary, sado-pornographic photojournalism typified by George’s Kosovo pictures. (George’s dry voice-over reading of a letter to Anne as the montage of dismembered bodies and grieving faces spools by is another nice — if heavy — touch.) By comparison, the black and white portraits of disinterested subway riders are more artful and ambiguous, and, therefore, one might argue, more essentially human. After seriously considering the term for several years now, I still don’t understand what “transcendent” means, precisely, but I know that the second photo montage and the shots of deaf students drumming are my favorite moments in Code Unknown, perhaps because they short-circuit, temporarily, my intellectual processes during a film that, at times, feels too much like a high-minded parable.

    Haneke’s allusion to Evans’ literacy, authority, and transcendence is problematized, though, by the scene in which we watch George take his subway photos. When he sits down in front of an attractive young woman, their knees only inches apart, it feels like a predatory act, one nearly as taut and tense as Anne’s later confrontation with an aggressive teenager. Again, the scene is highly self-conscious. George’s camera is Haneke’s camera, and it’s also every other camera documenting and fragmenting our lives (and it’s a weapon and a phallus, to boot — quite a potent symbol, this camera).

    “People’s faces are in naked repose down in the subway,” Evans tells us, but why should we believe him? I’m not sure that I do, and Haneke almost certainly doesn’t. Even the photo that appears on the cover of the most recent edition of Many Are Called (see above) betrays the Heisenberg-like effect of Evans’ camera on his subjects. That woman on the left, it seems to me, is — if not wholly aware that she is being photographed — at least suspicious of that man sitting across the aisle from her. Or, perhaps Sontag is right, and Haneke and I are simply enjoying, begrudgingly, the symptoms of our postmodern cynicism. Literate in the debates surrounding image culture, we strike the moral pose, asking tough questions, complicating assumptions, conscious all the while of the vast gulf that separates our bourgeois thumb-twiddling from power.

    In Code Unknown, Haneke harkens toward the prelapsarian image — “the real face” — with the goal, I think, of infecting us with a similar nostalgia. Even the form of the film derives from that goal: each of the vignettes plays like one of Sontag’s “privileged moments . . . a slim object that one can keep and look at again.” Once afflicted by the longing for authority or for the proverbial “genuine article,” anything less — a traditional thriller like Anne’s new film, The Collector, for example — will be exposed as trivial or even morally harmful.

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  • A Session of Dance Music

    A few days ago, Joanna, displaying her typical grace and tact, informed me that my last mix CD sucked. “They all sound the same,” she told me. I’ve tried on many occasions since to explain to her that that particular collection of songs is actually quite diverse, that the “sameness” she hears is, in fact, coherence, and that coherence is what makes a good mix CD good.

    But rationality only goes so far in such discussions (it goes nowhere at all, truth be told), because what Joanna really meant was something closer in spirit to, “Your remarkably coherent mix CD sucks because I don’t like any of the songs on it — well, except for The Tindersticks track, which is pretty great but only in small doses, and, seriously, stop playing that Alice Cooper song or I’ll hurt you.”

    And, so, one of my goals with this latest mix, “A Session of Dance Music,” was to gather some songs that wouldn’t inspire Joanna to take sarcastic jabs at my piss-poor taste. We just got back from a long drive, during which we listened to the entire disc, and her opinion seems to hover somewhere in the “Well, at least it doesn’t suck” range. So mission accomplished, I guess.

    Really, though, this mix evolved a few nights ago, when a I turned off nearly all of the lights in my basement and spent two or three hours listening to songs that make me dance. By “dance,” I don’t mean that thing done by coordinated, un-self-conscious people when they hear Sam Cooke or Usher or Kool and the Gang. I mean that thing done by uncoordinated, deeply self-conscious people — people who feel more at ease, say, blogging or reading. Let’s face it: I spent two or three hours shuffling from side to side, playing air guitar, and, ahem, singing.

    The longest song on this mix (“Graveyard Shift”) clocks in at 4:45; nearly all of the rest come in under three-and-a-half minutes, which, to my mind, is just about the uppermost limit for a dance song. All but two or three have really nice melodies, and most are guitar-driven. They’re pop songs, though of a louder, noiser, and certainly less-sugar-ier variety, and I love them all.

    If you want a copy, drop me an email. As usual, I’d prefer to make it a swap but don’t mind sending out a few gimmes. (Oh, and I apologize to the two or three of you who still haven’t received the last mix. Send me a reminder, and I’ll drop both in the mail for you.)

    1. “The Cigarette Girl from the Future” by Beauty Pill
    2. “I Don’t Wanna Go Down to the Basement” by The Ramones
    3. “Mr. Soul” by Buffalo Springfield
    4. “Free” by Cat Power
    5. “What Difference Does It Make?” by The Smiths
    6. “Stroll On” by The Yardbirds
    7. “Cinema Style” by Black Taj
    8. “Start!” by The Jam
    9. “Kool Thing” by Sonic Youth
    10. “Hey Gyp” by The Animals
    11. “It’s Alright for You” by The Police
    12. “Wave of Mutilation (U.K. Surf)” by The Pixies
    13. “Bathsheba Smiles” by Richard Thompson
    14. “Graveyard Shift” by Uncle Tupelo
    15. “One Time Too Many” by PJ Harvey
    16. “Little Miss Strange” by The Jimi Hendrix Experience
    17. “Moral Kiosk” by R.E.M.
    18. “The Laws Have Changed” by The New Pornographers
    19. “There She Goes Again” by The Velvet Underground
    20. “Hateful” by The Clash
    21. “Love Will Tear Us Apart” by Joy Division
    22. “The Good Ones” by The Kills
    23. “Sometimes I Remember” by The Pernice Brothers

  • Dinner Music

    Tomorrow night, Joanna and I are hosting our first real, grown-up dinner party. We’ve joined the community gourmet club, which means that in just over thirty hours our house will be overrun by eighteen of our neighbors, each of them bringing his or her contribution to the predetermined five-course meal. Our only responsibility is to prepare enough seats, enough plates, enough water glasses and wine glasses and cocktail glasses, enough napkins and silver and ice and soda water and lemons and limes. And music.

    We have a five-disc changer in our living room, where we expect most of our neighbors to congregate during the cocktail hour. Because I don’t have the time to program a mix of music, I’m just going to drop five CDs in the player and hit “Random.” Keeping in mind that, in our early-30s, Joanna and I will be twenty to thirty years younger than anyone else in the room, what music would you play? Here’s my first draft:

    • Blow-Up: The Original Soundtrack by Herbie Hancock
    • Our Man in Paris by Dexter Gordon
    • The Heart of Saturday Night by Tom Waits
    • Anything Goes by the Brad Mehldau Trio
    • Lady Soul by Aretha Franklin
  • Pass Me the Hammer, Norm

    I’m fighting the urge to buy a house down the street. It’s been on the market for several months now, and, after finding pictures of it online, I can see why. It was built in the mid-1970s and stands now as a testament to the design sensibilities of the era: cheap wood paneling, shag carpet, textured wallpaper, and yellowed linoleum by the yard. Potential buyers must run screaming from the place.

    The problem is that I spend way too many afternoons watching shows like Flip This House and Property Ladder. No good can come from it. Every time I drive by that house, I daydream about ripping up those carpets and restoring life to neglected hardwoods, tearing out the paneling and putting up clean drywall, replacing the linoleum with tile, and selling the place for a nice little profit.

    But I won’t. So, instead, I’ll keep making daily trips to House Blogs, my latest discovery and time-waster. It’s a community of blogs that monitor the progress of home restoration projects — kind of like crystal meth for wannabe-fix-it-men like me. My favorite site so far: This Old Crack House.

  • The Human Stain (2003)

    The Human Stain (2003)

    Dir. by Robert Benton

    I really like this image, which I grabbed from a brief making-of featurette available on the DVD release of The Human Stain. Philip Roth isn’t a participant, really, but he does show up in this one shot — the very last shot of the featurette. He’s turning his head from left to right, I assume because he’s just noticed that he’s being filmed, and there’s a charming look of amusement on his face.

    Philip Roth and Nicole Kidman

    He’s chatting with Nicole Kidman, and Anthony Hopkins is also there in the room. As is Gary Sinise, who’s pretending for the day to be Nathan Zuckerman, a successful Jewish writer now sequestered and hard at work in an isolated cabin somewhere in the wilds of Thoreau and Hawthorne country. Roth, of course, has been pretending to be Zuckerman for nearly thirty years now. Come to think of it, this image could have come directly from the pages of one of his novels — somewhere, maybe, between Deception and The Counterlife: “Philip Roth” meets “Nathan Zuckerman” and all epistemological hell breaks loose.

    The Human Stain is a little more impressive each time I read it. I’m still frustrated by the sadistic delight with which Roth degrades and destroys Delphine Roux, the 100-pound beauty of a French feminist scholar who, as it turns out, really just needs a good fuck from a virile classical humanist like Coleman Silk. And Les Farley, the deranged Vietnam vet, is never developed too far beyond the deranged Vietnam vet “type”; though, to Roth’s credit, Les does come to life — and then some — in one or two of the best scenes Roth has ever written, most notably the conversation between him and Zuckerman that ends the novel. But those are minor complaints, really. Of Roth’s writing of the last twenty-five years, The Human Stain, I think, is second only to American Pastoral in terms of ambition, formal invention, and sheer imaginative force.

    I have no idea if Robert Benton’s adaptation of The Human Stain works on its own as a film. (The Almighty Tomatometer gives it a 41%, so consensus seems to be that it doesn’t quite.) Like the Tolkein-o-philes who continue to parse through every last detail of the Rings trilogy, I read Benton’s film as a vast intertext consisting of Roth’s many novels, his critics, the interviews, the essays, and my own evolving thoughts about — not to mention my imaginings ofThe Human Stain itself. What I did last night barely qualifies as “watching a movie.” In the guise of objectivity, though, I’ll say this much: Nicholas Meyer’s screenplay streamlines the various storylines to focus more intently on the relationship between Coleman Silk (Hopkins) and Faunia Farley (Kidman), which seems a perfectly logical choice. He and Benton cut between the postwar promise of 1948 and the politically correct era of fifty years later with a fluidity that gives cohesion to both halves of Silk. And I was especially impressed by Wentworth Miller and Jacinda Barrett, who play the young Silk and his first love, Steena “Voluptas” Paulsson. Their too-brief scenes together restore a sense of balance and scaled-down emotions to a film in more need of both.

    Adaptation is always, in some sense, an act of criticism, I suppose. Meyer and Benton, in close collaboration with their actors and crew, have in essence performed a close reading of Roth’s novel. For example, Meyer has chosen to keep Zuckerman as a narrative device — the author/detective who reconstructs “the whole story” — and Benton foregrounds that device by shooting most of the film from an objective remove. With only a few notable exceptions (Faunia’s discussion with the crow, for instance) the film is almost completely devoid of eyeline matches. When Steena dances for Silk, the camera stays near the back of the room, never allowing us to align too closely our own perception of the film’s world with Silk’s. This is an essential characteristic of Roth’s recent work, nicely transposed to the film.

    But the adaptation of a written text to film also necessarily foregrounds the authority of images, imposing specificity on what an author might have chosen to describe more generally. I was surprised, for example, to find myself suddenly moved by an image of the small boxes in which Faunia stores the ashes of her dead children. In the novel, surprisingly little emphasis is placed on the ashes; Roth does not make of them an excuse for one of his patented ten-page diversions. (I love Roth most of all for his ten-page diversions.) But seeing the boxes in the film — those specific boxes, small, gold, hidden below her bed frame — became an essential moment in the development of Faunia’s character, more essential, I would argue, than Kidman’s overwrought monologue that immediately follows. They are present, like a memento mori, with a force that Roth’s writing never achieves.

    An even more interesting example is Coleman’s last professional fight. Roth’s description:

    Walking down the aisle for the six-rounder, Coleman had had to pass the ringside seat of Solly Tabak, the promoter, who was always dangling a contract in front of Coleman to sign away a third of his earnings for the next ten years. Solly slapped him on the behind and, in his meaty whisper, told him, “Feel the nigger out in the first round, see what he’s got, Silky, and give the people their money’s worth.” Coleman nodded at Tabak and smiled but, while climbing into the ring, thought, Fuck You. I’m getting a hundred dollars, and I’m going to let some guy hit me to give the people their money’s worth? I’m supposed to give a shit about some jerkoff sitting in the fifteenth row? I’m a hundred and thirty-nine pounds and five foot eight and a half, he’s a hundred and forty-five and five foot ten, and I’m supposed to let the guy hit me in the head four, five, ten extra times in order to put on a show? Fuck the show.

    After the fight Solly was not happy with Coleman’s behavior. It struck him as juvenile. “You could have stopped the nigger in the fourth round instead of the first and gave the people their money’s worth. But you didn’t. I ask you nicely, and you don’t do what I ask you. Why’s that, wise guy?”

    “Because I don’t carry no nigger.” (116, 117)

    On the page, that scene is about Coleman’s arrogance, his intellectual superiority. Boxing, he tells his parents earlier, is a matter of outsmarting one’s opponent. The film, however, foregrounds the significance of Roth’s elision: “After the fight . . .” Benton chooses, instead, to shoot the boxing match Rocky-style, and so we are forced to watch the light-skinned Coleman, passing as a Jew, “outsmarting” his black opponent by beating him senseless. Not surprisingly, the rhythm of Wentworth Miller’s performance feels forced and awkward when he delivers the line towards which Roth’s prose so carefully builds: “Because I don’t carry no nigger.” On film, the words have been overpowered and made redundant by the force of the visual image. (I’m embarrassed to admit that, until I saw Silk fight, I’d never seriously considered the importance of Invisible Man — and “The Battle Royal,” specifically — as a precedent for The Human Stain.)

  • iMix Nostalgia

    Just as I was beginning to suspect that I might actually be getting bored of the Internet, I’ve discovered a new distraction — iTunes iMixes. Search for any album in the iTunes music store and there, on the right side of the upper frame, you’ll find a list of “Top Rated iMixes.” I wasted two hours digging through them last night. Start with a favorite but relatively obscure album — say, Little Feat’s Sailin’ Shoes — then browse through the ten, twenty, or two hundred user-submitted mixes that include at least one song from the album. It’s like swapping stories with old friends you’ve never met.

    With Michael Winterbottom’s 24 Hour Party People still on the brain — I watched it for the first time yesterday morning — I did an iTunes search for Joy Division’s Permanent and found an iMix that has crippled me with nostalgia cramps: WHFS: 80 from the 80’s.  I wonder if I know the mix-creator. If he or she didn’t attend my high school, then he/she went to one of our rivals, because in the late-1980s, ‘HFS broadcast from Annapolis and its signal didn’t carry too far beyond the borders of Anne Arundel county.

    There are a couple good histories of ‘HFS available online (click or click). My earliest memories of it are from 1986 or so, when I first began putting down my Rush albums long enough to discover other kinds of music. I remember buying The Smithereens’ Especially for You after hearing “In a Lonely Place” for the seventh or eighth time. I remember getting The Psychedelic Furs’ Talk Talk Talk and hoping that my parents wouldn’t hear me singing, “I Just Want to Sleep with You.” And, especially, I remember sitting in my 9th grade art class with some guys who, during the previous summer, had apparently decided that they would become “skaters” and listen to The Dead Milkmen, Fishbone, and Suicidal Tendencies. I’d listen to ‘HFS every afternoon and try to keep up.

  • Showgirls (1995)

    Showgirls (1995)

    Dir. by Paul Verhoeven

    Another post in today’s Showgirls-a-thon. (Or is that a-thong?)

    I can’t seem to find it now, but one of my all-time favorite Onion headlines is something like, “Area Man No Longer Able to Enjoy Ironically.” He’s a guy in his early-30s, married, maybe with a kid (I don’t remember), and one day he looks around his house, sees his Chia Pet or his KISS Meets the Phanton of the Park VHS tape or his collection of vintage mood rings or his David Soul albums — he sees whatever particular brands of kitsch he happens to have bought while thinking, “This is the greatest, stupidest thing I’ve ever seen!” — and he looks at this crap that litters his shelves and his walls and that fills his garage and his basement and he realizes, finally, that it’s crap. It’s all crap.

    I’m willing to admit a certain fondness for Starship Troopers, Paul Verhoeven’s satire of fascism and the pornography of violence, but whatever it is that inspires some to extoll the virtues of Showgirls . . . well, I just don’t got it. That’s not to say that there isn’t something intellectually interesting about a film that remakes All About Eve with hundreds of bare breasts and still manages to be less erotic than, say, an episode of Quincy. (Surely Verhoeven knew he was making the, um, limpest of blue movies. I mean, a single still image of Gina Gershon’s mouth is sexier than this entire film.) But, to me, whatever parodic or subversive effects might be at work in the film — and that’s a big “might” — are undone by the movie’s crassness and by its remarkable lack of wit.

    About thirty minutes into Showgirls — last night’s was my first viewing — I started fast-forwarding and continued doing so off and on throughout. I would guess that it took me about 90 minutes to watch the 128-minute film. I wanted it to end quickly because the scenes at the Cheetah Club gave me an urge to watch something else instead: John Cassavetes’s The Killing of a Chinese Bookie. The pathetic joke-teller in Showgirls, Henrietta ‘Mama’ Bazoom, reminded me of Mr. Sophistication, who is also pathetic, of course, but who is allowed some life and dignity as well. I prefer my entertainments non-ironic, I guess.

  • Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (2004)

    Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban (2004)

    Dir. by Alfonso Cuaron

    I’ve seen each of the four Harry Potter films on the opening week of its release, but until this weekend I’d never read — nor, frankly, had I ever felt even the slightest desire to read — any of J. K. Rowling’s wildly popular novels. Joanna loves the books, though, and so each year we make a date of seeing the new film together. And each year I genuinely enjoy visiting Hogwarts for an hour or so. I appreciate the world-building that goes on in the films’ first two acts. Rowling is most responsible for that world, of course, but the three directors who have helmed the films, along with their well-appointed staffs of designers and artists, have done a commendable job interpreting her vision. There’s always a lot to look at in the films — more than enough, at least, to keep me entertained.

    But, unfortunately, the films stretch beyond that first hour, and soon the twists and turns of Rowling’s detective plots take precedence, necessitating long stretches of mind-numbing exposition and culminating, inevitably, in evermore elaborate (and loud) action sequences. I tend to spend that last forty-five minutes waiting for the film to end and wondering how different it might have been had it been directed by a talented filmmaker allowed just enough room to interpret, rather than slavishly transcribe, the source material.

    Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, which is the third in the series and the first to not be directed by Chris Columbus, is the exception to the rule in every respect. I’ve watched it twice now in the last four days — the first time when two of our nephews were in town, the second alone with a notebook, curious to see if the film is really as good I think it is. This is what I’ve come up with so far: If I allowed myself to revise old top 10s, I’m pretty sure Azkaban would go on my best of 2004 list.

    The classic discussions of auteurs center on people like Nicholas Ray, Robert Aldrich, Howard Hawks, and William Wyler, veterans of the Hollywood studio system who worked in a variety of genres and brought their own cinematic voice and mise-en-scene to pictures that, more often than not, were written and developed by someone else. I’m tempted to say that that kind of filmmaking is less common today, but the recent critical successes of Clint Eastwood, Steven Spielberg, Terrence Malick, David Cronenberg, and Ang Lee might prove otherwise. Regardless, one reason I find myself so excited by Azkaban is the notion that it is Alfonso Cuaron’s “fantasy” or “blockbuster” film in the same way that The Shining is Kubrick’s “horror” picture and Shampoo is Ashby’s “romantic comedy.” And, really, Azkaban is so much more satisfying than other recent “event” films that part of me wishes more of our contemporary auteurs would give themselves over to the experiment of making such a film. Even if just once.

    I don’t know the whole story of how Cuaron came to make Azkaban. Having begun his Hollywood career with A Little Princess (1995), another fantastic children’s film, he was a perfectly logical, if risky, choice — risky because immediately before joining Team Potter he made Y Tu Mama Tambien (2001), a fantastic, um, coming-of-age/menage-a-trois/Mexican road movie. I suspect, though, that he was drawn to Rowling’s third novel, in particular, because of its relative emotional complexity. I read the book this weekend and was pleased to see that much that makes this film so much better than the other three is already there — that is, the story’s sense of tragedy stems from the characters’ conditions rather than from Rowling’s neatly-plotted mystery. (For the record, Rowling’s writing is a bit better than I’d expected. Had I been born twenty years later, my ten-year-old self would be standing in line for every midnight sale, wand in hand. As it is, I doubt I’ll read another one.)

    Synopsis: In Azkaban, Harry begins his third year at Hogwarts in grave danger. Sirius Black (Gary Oldman), a murderous servant of Voldemort, has escaped from Azkaban prison intent to kill Harry, who is, as we all know by now, the only remaining threat to Voldemort’s plan to reign supreme over the Muggles (non-wizards). Or something like that. Like I said, the intricacies of the plot are never particularly interesting to me. Two new teachers are introduced as well: Remus Lupin (David Thewlis), the latest in a revolving cast of Defense Against the Dark Arts teachers, and Sybill Trelawney (Emma Thompson), who teaches Divination. We also meet the Dementors, the terrifying guards of Azkaban who come to Hogwarts in pursuit of Black, and there’s a side plot involving Hagrid (Robbie Coltrane) and a bird/horse creature called a Hippogriff.

    Among the many challenges of filming a Harry Potter novel is the sheer amount of time (one full year) and action it must cover. The latest, Mike Newell’s Goblet of Fire (2005), is the least successful in this regard. It’s little more than a plodding series of episodes, none more important or emotionally resonant than another. Daniel Kasman, who has written great reviews of both Azkaban and Goblet, says of the movie: “The complaint is not that the film is alienating non-fans, but rather that the film does not even work as a film.” I was genuinely surprised at the end of the movie, for example, to see Harry heading home for the summer. The various events depicted are so disjointed, I couldn’t tell if they’d occurred over the span of a few months or a few days, and I still don’t understand why I should give a damn about that wizarding tournament in the first place. It turned the whole film into a “child in peril” story, motivated, as far as I could tell, only by the wizards’ hyper-vanity and by Rowling’s desire to expand the world of her novels beyond the English Channel. (By the way, if Daniel revisits Azkaban, I bet he’ll raise its grade into the B range.)

    Having already proven his deftness with coming-of-age stories, Cuaron (along with screenwriter Steven Kloves) understands that all the sound and fury of big budget spectacle signifies little unless it’s in the service of character, and so, here, the novel’s 400+ pages are neatly trimmed to show a single but significant stage of Harry’s development. The book’s three Quidditch matches are, thankfully, reduced to a single sequence, and the film’s final rescue is cut so quickly as to make it an afterthought.

    Cuaron solves the inevitable problems of pacing by foregrounding the passage of time itself. His Hogwarts is dominated by a massive clock tower with an equally massive pendulum, and his camera (a CGI animation, actually) pushes forward through the clock’s mechanical gears, making of it a metaphor and a character. Even more important, Cuaron strings together the points of the narrative with a series of inventive and, frankly, beautiful transitions. Three or four times he does his best imitation of Murnau, irising in and out from black. And in three of the film’s more memorable (and funny) moments, he tracks the change of seasons by showing the weather’s effect on another of Hogwart’s principle characters. The threats of danger, the burdens and joys of school life, and the strangeness of adolescence — all qualities essential to the telling of this story — are made more real and significant by the felt sense of time.

    I also like the way Cuaron expands the borders of Hogwarts by setting it more firmly in the natural world. (Not too unlike his use of the small highway towns in Y Tu Mama Tambien, I’d argue.) It’s a lesson that extends back to at least the 19th century Gothic novels of Anne Radcliffe, whose heroes are hounded as much by the sublime landscape as by any particular ghost or demon. Cuaron and Kloves transpose many scenes originally set inside the closed walls of the castle to wooden bridges and forests. Even the walk from the school to Hagrid’s hut has been made steep, perilous, and beautifully green (in a way that only the English countryside can be beautifully green). There’s a sense in this film — and only in this film — that the wizards inhabit a world that would be surprising, joyful, frightening, and tragic even if there were no such thing as magic.

    Here’s where I drop a major spoiler . . .

    Finally, though, what distinguishes Azkaban from the other Potter films, and what makes it the work of an auteur, I think, is that, in spite of the big budget and special effects, it remains an essentially human drama. As in so many other archetypal fairy tales, our hero is an orphan who, through hard-fought experience, seeks to define himself in a foreign world. This is true, I guess, of all of Rowling’s novels, but in Azkaban Harry is finally allowed his first meaningful glimpse of the family life he’s been tragically denied. Black, rather than being a murderer, is in fact Harry’s loving godfather, and Lupin is also a dear friend and trusted mentor. But neither can remain with Harry at the end of the film. Lupin the Werewolf poses too grave a danger to the students; the only evidence that can prove Black’s innocence has slipped through Harry’s fingers. I don’t hesitate at all when I say that these moments are considerably more poignant in the film than in the book.

    That Lupin and Black are able to elicit our sympathies is essential to the success of the film; Harry’s desire for their affection absolutely demands real motivation. Cuaron is the only director so far who has exploited the gifts of his guest stars, making of their performances an integral component of the story that really matters: Harry’s. (Seeing Thewlis, Oldman, and Alan Rickman together sure is a lot of fun, too.) David Thewlis is just so damn good as Lupin, a man whose own tragic secret has prevented him from achieving the life he desires. When, in the final forty-five minutes of Azkaban, we get to that inevitable action sequence, the battle between Lupin and Black, Werewolf versus Grim, is not so much a nail-biter as a melancholy tragedy. It is, for me at least, the first moment of genuine consequence in any of the Harry Potter films.

  • 2006 Film Diary

    2006 Film Diary

    January
    1 Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban [Cuaron]
    5 Tabu [Murnau]
    6 L’Intrus [Denis]
    7 Wonderland [Winterbottom]
    7 Naked [Leigh]
    8 Naked [Leigh]
    10 Showgirls [Verhoeven]
    14 In This World [Winterbottom]
    15 24 Hour Party People [Winterbottom]
    17 The Human Stain [Benton]
    21 The Flowers of St. Francis [Rossellini]
    21 The New World [Malick]
    25 Birth [Glazer]
    28 Birth [Glazer]
    29 Au Hasard Balthazar [Bresson]
    31 No Fear, No Die [Denis]
    February
    3 Barcelona [Stillman]
    5 The Bad News Bears [Linklater]
    11 Code Unknown [Haneke]
    12 Code Unknown [Haneke]
    12 Nicky’s Film, The Hold Up, and Could This Be Love [Ferrara]
    13 The Son [Dardenne]
    15 Metropolitan [Stillman]
    20 The Driller Killer [Ferrara]
    22 The Last Days of Disco [Stillman]
    24 Ms. 45 [Ferrara]
    26 Fear City [Ferrara]
    28 Cat Chaser [Ferrara]
    March
    4 King of New York [Ferrara]
    5 Bad Lieutenant [Ferrara]
    8 Henry Fool [Hartley]
    10 Body Snatchers [Ferrara]
    12 Cache [Haneke]
    15 New Rose Hotel [Ferrara]
    17 Good Night, and Good Luck [Clooney]
    19 Dangerous Game [Ferrara]
    21 New Rose Hotel [Ferrara]
    22 R-XMas [Ferrara]
    24 The Weather Underground [Green and Siegel]
    25 The Unbelievable Truth [Hartley]
    27 Surviving Desire [Hartley]
    27 Theory of Achievement [Hartley]
    27 Ambition [Hartley]
    28 The Lady Eve [Sturges]
    April
    2 Last Days [Van Sant]
    4 Amateur [Hartley]
    6 Simple Men [Hartley]
    8 The World [Jia]
    8 Theologians Under Hitler [Martin]
    28 Directed by William Wyler [Slesin]
    29 The Love Trap [Wyler]
    May
    2 Kings and Queen [Desplechin]
    6 Junebug [Morrison]
    7 The Beat That My Heart Skipped [Audiard]
    13 Tropical Malady [Weerasethakul]
    14 Mysterious Skin [Araki]
    15 Good Night, and Good Luck [Clooney]
    20 Counsellor at Law [Wyler]
    21 The Good Fairy [Wyler]
    21 Grizzly Man [Herzog]
    25 Sexy Beast [Glazer]
    27 Safe [Haynes]
    29 Birth [Glazer]
    31 X3: The Last Stand [Rattner]
    June
    3 Dodsworth [Wyler]
    4 Come and Get It [Wyler]
    10 Dazed and Confused [Linklater]
    14 Sideways [Payne]
    24 Dead End [Wyler]
    27 Sex, Lies and Videotape [Soderbergh]
    July
    1 Jezebel [Wyler]
    2 The Letter [Wyler]
    9 A Scanner Darkly [Linklater]
    11 The Road to Guantanamo [Winterbottom]
    15 The Little Foxes [Wyler]
    16 Mrs. Miniver [Wyler]
    19 Eyes Wide Shut [Kubrick]
    22 La Cienaga [Martel]
    23 The Holy Girl [Martel]
    23 A Scanner Darkly [Linklater]
    29 Tristram Shandy [Winterbottom]
    30 Turtles Can Fly [Ghobadi]
    31 Plain Talk and Common Sense (Uncommon Senses) [Jost]
    August
    1 Belle De Jour [Bunuel]
    4 The Calcium Kid [De Rakoff]
    6 Carrie [Wyler]
    7 Clean [Assayas]
    12 Roman Holiday [Wyler]
    13 The Desperate Hours [Wyler]
    15 Tell Me Do You Miss Me [Buzzell]
    17 The Man Without a Past [Kaurismäki]
    19 Friendly Persuasion [Wyler]
    20 The Squid and the Whale [Baumbach]
    20 Secretary [Shainberg]
    23 The Children’s Hour [Wyler]
    26 The Collector [Wyler]
    September
    2 How to Steal a Million [Wyler]
    4 Distant [Ceylan]
    7 Climates [Ceylan]
    8 12:08 East of Bucharest [Porumboiu]
    8 Hamaca Paraguaya [Encina]
    8 Toi, Waguih [Messeeh]
    8 These Girls [Rached]
    8 Bouquets 28-30 [Lowder]
    8 In This House [Zaatari]
    8 A Bridge over the Drina [Lukomski]
    9 Ten Canoes [de Heer]
    9 Bamako [Sissako]
    9 Manufactured Landscapes [Baichwal]
    9 v-r [Canterbury]
    9 PSA. 09 Body Count, PSA. 10 Occupation, and PSA. 14 Target [Madansky]
    9 Afraid So [Rosenblatt]
    9 Hysteria [Battle]
    9 Memo to Pic Desk [Kennedy and van der Meulen]
    9 Nachtstuck [Tscherkassky]
    9 Kristall [Girardet and Muller]
    9 Tsuioku [Matsuyama]
    9 Roads of Kiarostami [Kiarostami]
    9 Poet’s Dream [Jordan]
    9 3 Minuten [Brunner]
    9 Ema – Emaki 2 [Ishida]
    9 Lancia Thema [Debarnig]
    9 Lions and Tigers and Bears [Meyers]
    9 Swivel [Husain]
    10 Summercamp! [Price and Beesley]
    10 Schuss! [Rey]
    11 Woman on the Beach [Hong]
    11 Psychiatry in Russia [Maysles]
    11 The Beales of Grey Gardens [Maysles]
    11 Gambling, Gods and LSD [Mettler]
    11 Circa 1960 [Curreri]
    11 Seascape #1 Nicht, China Shenzhen 05 [Barbieri]
    11 Silk Ties [Jennings]
    11 Song and Solitude [Dorsky]
    11 The Zone of Total Eclipse [Taanila]
    12 Summer ’04 [Krohmer]
    12 Offside [Panahi]
    12 Coeurs [Resnais]
    12 Still Life [Jia]
    13 I Don’t Want to Sleep Alone [Tsai]
    13 Belle Tujours [de Oliveira]
    13 Fantasma [Alonso]
    13 Day Night Day Night [Loktev]
    14 Prague [Madsen]
    14 Colossal Youth [Costa]
    14 Red Road [Arnold]
    15 In Between Days [Kim]
    15 Grbavia [Zbanic]
    15 Zidane: Un Portrait du XXIe Siecle [Gordon and Parreno]
    15 Rain Dogs [Ho]
    16 Dong [Jia]
    16 Flandres [Dumont]
    16 Iran: Une Revolution cinematographique [Homayoun]
    16 Syndromes and a Century [Weerasethakul]
    24 Demonlover [Assayas]
    October
    1 The Black Dahlia [De Palma]
    2 The Gold Rush [Chaplin]
    3 Half Nelson [Fleck]
    7 The Big Country [Wyler]
    8 Funny Face [Wyler]
    10 The Gold Rush [Chaplin]
    13 Ma nuit chez Maud [Rohmer]
    14 Counsellor at Law [Wyler]
    15 A Small Town [Ceylan]
    21 A bout de souffle [Godard]
    22 Clouds of May [Ceylan]
    28 Charlotte et Véronique, ou Tous les garçons s’appellent Patrick [Godard]
    29 Un femme est un femme [Godard]
    31 Shortbus [Mitchell]
    November
    4 Ma Vivre sa vie [Godard]
    5 Les Carabiniers [Godard]
    11 Contempt [Godard]
    12 Pierrot Le Fou [Godard]
    18 Alphaville [Godard]
    19 Masculine Feminine [Godard]
    23 Band of Outsiders [Godard]
    23 Stranger Than Fiction [Forster]
    24 Made in the U.S.A. [Godard]
    27 2 or 3 Things I Know About Her [Godard]
    December
    3 Le Petit Soldat [Godard]
    9 Satantango [Tarr]
    16 Week-end [Godard]
    17 Sympathy for the Devil [Godard]
    17 Stranger Than Fiction [Forster]
    20 The Queen [Frears]
    21 La Chinoise [Godard]
    25 Eragon [Fangmeier]
    29 Letter to Jane [Godard and Gorin]
    30 Tout Va Bien [Godard and Gorin]
    31 Henri Langlois: Phantom of the Cinematheque [Richard]
  • Welcome to Sarajevo (1997)

    Welcome to Sarajevo (1997)

    Dir. by Michael Winterbottom

    I had planned to write a longish post today about Michael Winterbottom’s Welcome to Sarajevo. I’ve queued up a bunch of his films and hope to watch as many of them as possible in the coming weeks. I was really moved by the film, but I knew, even as I was watching, that I would have been as moved (if not moreso) by a mediocre documentary on the subject. It was the images of the bombed-out city and its dying and hopeless citizens that created the film’s dramatic urgency. When I was aware of Winterbottom’s mise-en-scene at all, I was frustrated by its haphazardness — odd cuts are scotchtaped together by forced music cues, the camera jumps too often into the subjective perspective of unimportant characters (an after-the-fact narrative justification for Winterbottom’s use of a hand-held, I suspect), and the central story gets lost in the noise of several side-plots that, to be frank, are more compelling than the Schindler-like story of a journalist’s decision to save an orphan. A longer response isn’t really necessary, though, because Matt Roth’s piece in The Chicago Reader says it all so well. It’s really a fantastic piece of writing:

    Even more than the Western literary tradition, steeped in Conrad, Milton, Dante, and the Bible, the ideology of filmmaking is what ultimately explains Winterbottom’s portrayal of Sarajevo as simply a place of the damned, a position that lets us off the hook entirely. Narratives that take the human-interest approach and center on individuals always valorize personal, direct, unself-conscious action–and always implicitly derogate indirect, bureaucratic action. As it turns out, however, the opportunities for most of us to take pure, direct action–to look into the eyes of a child and determine to save her–are extremely limited.

    Even if someone did drop everything to go to Bosnia tomorrow to, I don’t know, nurse war casualties, no one can be in all of the world’s trouble spots at once. So it’s either take highly indirect action through vast, impersonal bureaucracies or take no action at all. Our unromantic reliance on such vast bureaucracies is what makes democracy important–and rigorous policy debates, much more than teary-eyed tales of individual heroics, vital. By advocating an unrealistic course of action, Welcome to Sarajevo ultimately reconciles us to doing nothing at all.

  • Best Christmas Presents

    Joanna still tells the story of the first time she visited my family at Christmas. Although she had come from an upper middle-class home, she’d never seen so many presents under a tree. In fact, they weren’t just under the tree. They were under and around and near the tree. They were piled in corners on the opposite side of the room from the tree. On more than one occasion I’ve opened a small present to find a note telling me to look in my parents’ closet, where I would find . . . another present. The first time she opened gifts with us, Joanna sat there giggling, delighted and maybe just a wee bit embarrassed by the pile of loot that surrounded each of us. That’s Christmas in the Hughes house.

    I know that story isn’t exactly in the spirit of Christmas charity, but here’s the thing: my family has never been especially wealthy. We open a lot of presents on Christmas morning because my mother loves to give. She does it year-round and in any number of ways, but Christmas is like her Super Bowl. The first or second week of November we start getting notes, asking for ideas. One of these years, we’re all going to respond promptly and she’s going to get to fulfill her Christmas wish: All of the presents will be bought, wrapped, and in the mail by Thanksgiving. She will check off her checklists, take a deep breath, relax for an afternoon, and then, if I know my mother, spend all of December buying more gifts.

    Yesterday we got a sweet Christmas card from my parents. Included in it was a check for each of us and a note warning us to be on the lookout for some packages. I feel guilty about the check because I know that writing it deprives my mother of some of her fun. And I know I’m responsible for the check because I’m so horrible at offering suggestions. My mother, the gift-giver, has gotten a son who’s a terrible gift-getter. Jo and I were talking about this yesterday, and I’ve realized (to my embarrassment) that I’m not good at getting gifts because I take so much pleasure from shopping. I like to browse and to research and to make informed decisions. Like, I’m actually really excited about the check because I know I can go to the Disc Exchange and spend a guilt-free evening hunting for more gap-fillers. I wish, for my mother’s sake, that I could somehow wrap up that experience, put it under our tree, and open it in front of her.

    And so amid the mad dash of last-week Christmas shopping, here are . . .

    The Five Best Christmas Presents I Ever Found Under the Tree

    1. Millennium Falcon — An easy #1. Fully assembled by Santa (dad).
    2. Legos, Legos, Legos — I have too much pride to admit how old I was when I stopped getting legos for Christmas.
    3. Daisy pump-action BB gun — A Christmas Story has made it a cliche, but . . .
    4. Marvel Variety Pack — In ’83 or ’84 I got a pack of twenty or so Marvel comic books. For the next three years, all of my allowance found its way to the register at Twilight Zone comics in downtown Annapolis.
    5. My boots — Eight or nine years ago, my mother surprised me with a pair of Timberland boots. I say “surprised” because I’d never mentioned wanting a pair, nor had the thought ever really occurred to me. So, for the record, let me now state that THESE ARE THE GREATEST BOOTS EVER! If you see me any time between, say, November 1 and March 1, chances are I’ll be wearing them. I bet I’ve worn them for at least 10,000 hours.

  • Best Films of 2005

    Best Films of 2005

    Of the ten best new films I saw this year, eight were festival screenings, and, of those, only two (Cache and Tristram Shandy) have a reasonable chance of making it to a theater here in Knoxville. I mention that in passing as a reminder of how these year-end best lists are shaped by distribution and by the brand of popular American film criticism that still ghettoizes the vast majority of world cinema into a single, convenient category, “Foreign Language Film.” Like last year, I’ve again ignored distribution dates and chosen, instead, to simply pick my favorite “new” films from the list of those I saw between January 1 and today.

    For me, the two highlights of the otherwise lackluster San Francisco International Film Festival were Ana Poliak’s Pin Boy and the one-night-only screening of Frank Borzage’s Street Angel, which was accompanied by a live performance from American Music Club of their newly commissioned score. That Pin Boy hasn’t fared particularly well on the festival circuit or received wider critical attention is a complete mystery to me. I picked up a ticket after reading David Walsh’s review, and other than the write-up by Doug Cummings (who was sitting with me in SF), Walsh’s remains one of the few English language reviews. It’s really a brilliant piece of naturalistic filmmaking.

    The two films on my list that played here in East Tennessee are Miranda July’s Me and You and Everyone We Know and Bergman’s Saraband. If forced to single out my favorite film of 2005, I would probably choose Saraband, which is as good as any of Bergman’s many films — and better than most. My high opinion of it, I’ll admit, was likely influenced by the specter of the event itself: I never imagined I’d have an opportunity to see “the new Bergman” down at the local multiplex. For one afternoon, I felt just a bit like Pauline Kael or Stanley Kauffmann or, hell, like Alvy Singer.

    The other seven films on my list were all screened in Toronto. The only surprise in that fact is that none of those films are The Sun or L’Enfant. (They would likely come in at #12 and #13, respectively, with Bohdan Slama’s Something Like Happiness taking the eleven slot.) In deciding which films make the cut, I often find myself asking, “Which of these would I be most excited to rewatch right now?” And by that standard, Carlos Reygadas’s Battle in Heaven, Michael Winterbottom’s Tristram Shandy, and Nobuhiro Suwa’s Un Couple parfait all stand out. Winterbottom and co. deserve special mention for making a film that is so smart and so ridiculously funny. I was beginning to worry that Ricky Gervais and Stephen Merchant were the last men left who could pull that off.

    Cache has become the odds-on choice these days for most of those “Best Foreign Language Film” votes. If such a category must exist, then Cache is a fine choice. What most haunts me about the film is the precision of Haneke’s direction. Nothing else I saw this year was so surely controlled. How else to explain why, three months later, I’m still troubled by the image of a man lying down to take a nap? The only other piece of direction that can compare is Cristi Puiu’s work in The Death of Mr. Lazarescu, which I’m tempted to call the “most important” film of the year, though I’m not sure exactly why. Not surprisingly, my top ten is rounded out by Hou Hsiao-hsien and Tsai Ming-liang, two filmmakers whom I admire and adore to the point that I can no longer consider myself an objective critic of their work.

    Also deserving of special mention are: the films of Claire Denis, which have become an almost unhealthy obsession for me this year; Michael Apted’s Seven Up series, which Joanna and I watched night after night in August; the eighty-seven, always brilliant episodes of The West Wing that kept me entertained on the treadmill; and Peter Tscherkassky’s Instructions for a Light and Sound Machine, which is an aerobic workout of a completely different kind.

    The Ten Best New Films I Saw in 2005 (by title)

    Battle in Heaven (Carlos Reygadas, 2005)
    Cache (Michael Haneke, 2005)
    Un Couple parfait (Nobuhiro Suwa, 2005)
    The Death of Mr. Lazarescu (Cristi Puiu, 2005)
    Me and You and Everyone We Know (Miranda July, 2005)
    Pin Boy (Ana Poliak, 2004)
    Saraband (Ingmar Bergman, 2003)
    Three Times (Hou Hsiao-hsien, 2005)
    Tristram Shandy: A Cock and Bull Story (Michael Winterbottom, 2005)
    The Wayward Cloud(Tsai Ming-liang, 2005)

    The Ten Best Older Films I Saw for the First Time in 2005 (by title)

    Battle of Algiers (Gillo Pontecorvo, 1965)
    The Best Years of Our Lives (William Wyler, 1946)
    Dead Man (Jim Jarmusch, 1995)
    I Can’t Sleep (Claire Denis, 1994)
    It’s Impossible to Learn to Plow by Reading Books (Richard Linklater, 1988)
    A Moment of Innocence (Mohsen Makhmalbaf, 1996)
    Opening Night (John Cassavetes, 1977)
    Seven Up Series (Michael Apted, 1964- )
    Sunset Blvd. (Billy Wilder, 1950)
    Wavelength(Michael Snow, 1967)

    Some Honorable Mentions

    Short: Instructions for a Light and Sound Machine (Peter Tscherkassky, 2005)
    Live Music: Street Angel (Frank Borzage, 1928) with a new score by American Music Club
    TV/DVD: The West Wing Seasons 1-4 (Aaron Sorkin, 1999-2003)

  • Silence (and a New Mix)

    Silence (and a New Mix)

    The following is my first contribution to a mix CD swap that was organized by some friends. If you want a copy, send me your mailing address. I’d love to get a mix in return, but it’s not required.

    I had two main goals with this mix. First, I decided to divide it evenly between older and newer music. There’s always a jump of at least 15 years from tune to tune. But I also wanted the mix to be coherent, so I was looking for a tone that could maybe be described as “Songs that might actually sound better if they were played on an old, hissing record player.”

    Actually, I guess I also had a third goal: Like a Wes Anderson or Cameron Crowe soundtrack, I wanted to see if a good mix could help rediscover some kitsch-free relevance in “classic rock.” At one point, I gave myself the challenge of successfully integrating a Permanent Waves-era Rush song. No luck. The one song that didn’t make the final cut but that I really wanted to include is Hall and Oates’ “Sarah Smiles,” which, imo, is one of the most beautiful pop songs of the last thirty years.

    1. “Silence” by The Autumn Defense
    2. “Back of a Car” by Big Star
    3. “So It Goes” by Anders Parker
    4. “Bridge Over Troubled Waters” (S&G cover) by Aretha Franklin
    5. “The Eyes of Sarah Jane” by The Jayhawks
    6. “Rock ‘n’ Roll Suicide” by David Bowie
    7. “I Will Internalize” by Martha Wainwright
    8. “Amelia” by Joni Mitchell
    9. “Nowhere Near” by Yo La Tengo
    10. “Ibiza Bar” by Pink Floyd
    11. “Bathtime” by Tindersticks
    12. “Generation Landslide” by Alice Cooper
    13. “Southern Belle” by Elliott Smith
    14. “Into White” by Cat Stevens
    15. “Great Waves” by Dirty Three with Cat Power
    16. “Ten Years Gone” by Led Zeppelin
    17. “Jesus Christ Was an Only Child” by Sun Kil Moon
    18. “Girl from the North Country” by Bob Dylan
    19. “The Shadowlands” by Ryan Adams